May 2006
June 2006
July 2006
August 2006
September 2006
October 2006
November 2006
December 2006
January 2007
February 2007
March 2007
April 2007
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
I have lost the sun, So i will find the moon. <!-- --><style type="text/css">@import url(https://www.blogger.com/static/v1/v-css/navbar/3334278262-classic.css); div.b-mobile {display:none;} </style> </head><body><script type="text/javascript"> function setAttributeOnload(object, attribute, val) { if(window.addEventListener) { window.addEventListener('load', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }, false); } else { window.attachEvent('onload', function(){ object[attribute] = val; }); } } </script> <div id="navbar-iframe-container"></div> <script type="text/javascript" src="https://apis.google.com/js/plusone.js"></script> <script type="text/javascript"> gapi.load("gapi.iframes:gapi.iframes.style.bubble", function() { if (gapi.iframes && gapi.iframes.getContext) { gapi.iframes.getContext().openChild({ url: 'https://www.blogger.com/navbar.g?targetBlogID\x3d28832494\x26blogName\x3d-\x26publishMode\x3dPUBLISH_MODE_BLOGSPOT\x26navbarType\x3dBLUE\x26layoutType\x3dCLASSIC\x26searchRoot\x3dhttp://engsing-the-zombie.blogspot.com/search\x26blogLocale\x3den_US\x26v\x3d2\x26homepageUrl\x3dhttp://engsing-the-zombie.blogspot.com/\x26vt\x3d3133958803062752755', where: document.getElementById("navbar-iframe-container"), id: "navbar-iframe" }); } }); </script>
WHO
[x] tanENGSING
[x] SEVENTEEN
[x] VIRGO
[x] SINGLE
[x] PERFECTIONIST

WHAT

[x] EVERLASTING RELATIONSHIP
[x] [<3(GIRLFRIEND <3 ME)]
[x] ???FAMILY (=
[x] DESIGN-ED TOPS & BOTTOMS
[x] ANTI-REVERSE PSYCHO

WHY
[x] MUSICS
[x] FM93.3
[x] CHEMISTRY
[x[ HONEY
[x] WHITE COLOUR
[x] HER
[x] LIARS
[x] MATHEMATICS
[x] EMPTY PROMISES
[x] CHOCOLATES
[x] TEACHERS
[x] FAKE'PEOPLES

WHERE

* ADELINE
* ANGIE
* ANNE
* ASHIKIN
* ASLIEEN
* AZMI
* BAOTING
* BAOYI
* BELINDA
* BERNARD
* BIFEI
* BOONKHIN
* BRIAN
* CAIYUN
* CAYLN
* CHENPEI
* CHERYL
* CHERYL NG
* CHLOE
* CHOONYI
* CHRIS
* CLEMENT
* DOMINIC
* DUNHAO
* E444
* GEOKTENG
* GERALDINE
* GRACE
* GUANLONG
* HUAPENG
* HUDA
* IRENE
* JASMINE AW
* JASMINE TAN
* JACQUELINE LEE
* JACQUELINE PHUA
* JASNIE
* JEREMY
* JIERUI
* JIEQI
* JINGKAI
* JINGYU
* JOO
* JOYCE
* JUNHUI
* JUNYU
* KELLY
* LEMUEL
* LEONARD
* LIANGYING (VICKI)
* LISA GOH
* LISA HO
* LYNETTE
* MAVIS
* MEIYAN
* NELSON
* NICHOLAS
* PEIFEN LIN
* PRISCILLIA
* QIANHUI
* RACHEL
* REBECCA
* REGINA
* RONGRONG
* SAMUEL
* SANDRA
* SEOWCHEAN
* SHANICE
* SIHUI
* SIYING
* SHUTING
* SHUZHEN
* VIVIENNE
* WANZHUANG
* WEILING
* WENDY
* XIAOYING
* XINHUI
* XINYI
* XINYU
* XUANHUI
* YANBING
* YANDE
* YANPING
* YANWEI
* YOKEJIN
* YONGHENG
* YVONNE
* ZOELYN
__MY
FRIENDSTER

HOW

CREDITS
Designer: 37seductions}
Hosted: Blogger, Photobucket:)
Lyrics: Delta Goodrem- Lost without you
Others: ! %

Monday, March 02, 2009
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. COINCIDENCE ; CRUSE. JUST WAHT THE HELL ISIT.. WHY WHY WHY....
WE HAVE ALREADY PACKED ALL OUR FEELINGS AND PREPARED, READY TO DO WAHT WE CAN IN SCHOOL. WE WOULDNT CONCLUDE NOW BECAUSE ITS THE FIRST DAY OF THE LAST BLOCK; HOWEVER "CRUSE" REALLY MAKE IT HARD TO SURVIVE.. WE SHOULD BELIEVE THAT, " OH, ITS A COINCIDENCE THAT IT HAPPENED" OR " WE WILL DEFEATED THIS CRUSE REGARDLESS WAHT IT TAKES" SO WAHT IF WE DEAL WITH THIS PROBLEM OR SOME BIGGER PROBLEM THAT WE HAVE EXPECTED.. " WEAPONS IS TO PROTECT OR TO HURT? " WHEN YOU SPOKE, WAS IT A WORD OF CONCERN OR WAS IT CRUSE?! CONCLUSION: ONLY YOUR HEART KNOWS.

distance - LONG SHOT PARTY

A FEW INCIDENT, WERE HARD TO EXPECT AND IT LEADS TO A BYE. ASKED FOR A MORNING CALL AT 845 FROM A FRIEND WHO WOULD BE IN SCHOOL AT 6/7.. IS NATURAL, SINCE YOU ARE AWAKE BY THEN.. WHEN WE SLEPT AT 415 EARLY IN THE MORNING, WHEN WE HAD MISS COUNTLESS OF MORNING CLASS, THEN WE HAD TO FIND WAYS TO DEAL WITH IT.. ALARM CLOCK IS ONE WAY, BUT ITS NOT CONCRETE, HOWEVER THAT WAS THE LAST CONVERSATION WE HAD.. AN UNEXPECTED MORNING CALL, WITH ALL THE VULGARITIES WHICH WAS UNECCESARY, WHICH WE STILL DUNO WHY IT HAPPENED TILL NOW... WHICH LEADS TO A CUT OFF TIES AND GOODBYE _____.

A CLASS OF 23 (21), WERE DIVIDED INTO GROUPS OF 4, WHEN 14 WERE IN CLASS... 2 GROUPS WERE FORMED WHICH REMAINS 14-8=6. 5 PLUS WE, WHILE THE 5 WAS A CLIQUE AND PLANNED TO FORM A GROUP WITHIN EACH OTHER.. SUBMISSION WAS ON THE FOLLOWING WEEK; MONDAY.. SO WAHT WAS THE RUSHED THEN? CANT U SEE THERE IS NO ONE IN CLASS? WHAT MAKES U CONCLUDE THAT KEEP QUIET MEANS WE ARE NOT FORMING ANY TEAM.. MAYBE U ARE AT THE HEART OF CONCERN TO HOW YOU DIDNT WANT LATE WORK POLICY TO HAPPEN, OR RATHER U CONCLUDE THAT WE DIDNT CHANGE AT ALL OVER THE MONTHS.

ITS NATURAL THAT WE ARE HUNGRY, THEREFORE WE WILL SEARCH FOR FOOD TO FILL OUR STOMACH.. SO CHICKEN RICE WAS IN OUR MIND, OPP SCH WAS CHEAP TOO.. TOO BAD, IT CLOSED ON MONDAY.. SO WE DECIDED THAT OUR HOUSE BELOW HAD CHICKEN RICE TOO AND DECIDED TO GO.. BUT WE WAS DISAPPOINTED THAT WE DO NOT HAVE CHICKEN RICE TO EAT, CAUSE IT CLOSES TOO. AGAIN; COINCIDENCE OR CRUSE?

OUR FRIEND'S BIRTHDAY JUST PAST AND OUR FRIEND WAS FROM JC... ITS PROBABLY THAT OUR FRIEND WAS IN J2 NOW..SO OUR THINKING WAS , PROBABLY OUR FRIEND WAS BUSY COPING WITH SCHOOLWORK THEREFORE WE WAITED PATIENTLY, HOPING THAT ONE DAY OUR FRIEND WOULD COME BACK AFTER ALL THE HARDWORK..BUT, WE HEARD FROM OUR FRIEND THAT OUR FRIEND~ WAS THERE, JUST THAT WE DO NOT KNOW AND WE WAS DECIEVED BY THE COUNTLESS MESSAGES. ZERO REPLY. WHEN WE DIDNT DID ANYTHING AT ALL, OUR LAST CONVERSATION WAS FRUITFUL TOO, SO WAHT REALLY GOING ON IN THIS WORLD! THIS DIDNT HAPPENED THE FIRST TIME IN OUR LIFE... SO IT WAS A COINCIDENCE OR A CRUSE?

WE ALSO KNOW THAT THIS ISNT THE WAY TO SOLVE THE CURRENT SITUATION, WE ALSO REALISE ITS NATURAL TO FALL ONCE IN AWHILE BUT DIDNT WE JUST FALL TOO MANY TIMES ALREADY? SO EXACTLY WHAT IS IT, A CRUSE OR A COINCIDENCE ?!

CAN WE REALLY MAKE IT ? WHEN WE JUST PURELY WANTED TO FIND THE SOLUTION TO THE SITUATION BUT WAS BLAMED THAT WE ARGUE THAT WE DIDNT GET THE CONCERN, WE ARE NOT THINKING THAT WAY, WE JUST WANT SOLUTION WITHOUT LETTING THE SITUATION OUT BIG... WE ACTUALLY FOUND A WAY, IS TO IGNORE THAT IT WAS THERE, SINCE IT HAPPENED.. BUT WE ARE VERY SOFT HEARTED, WE CANT BARE TO LEAVE PEOPLE WHOM THEY LOVE.

WE ARE ALRIGHT THAT WE ARE NOT ATTACHED, WE EVEN PREPARED TO WAIT, KNOWING IT WILL COME IN DUE TIME.. HOWEVER FOR THE TIME BEING, PLEASE STOP LETTING ME KNOW NEW PEOPLE, FOR WE DO NOT WANT TO LOSE THEM ANYMORE.

IN THE COLD, WITH FAN ON TO THE MAX IN THIS RAINING DAY.. WE WERE UPSET THAT WE DUN FEEL A SENSE OF CHILL AT ALL.

WHY DO YOU NOT THINK THAT WE CHANGED? WHEN I EVEN PRAISED YOU FOR FINALLY CONDUCTED SOMETHING UP TO MY EXPECTATION..WE ENJOYED ACTUALLY, BUT YOUR RUSHING SPIRIT TURN US DOWN TOTALLY.

PROBABLY YOU'VE FORGOTTEN THAT WE SAID THAT WE AND YOU WILL STILL BE FRIENDS EVEN THE SKY DROP DOWN.. UNFORTUNALY WE COULDNT DO ANYTHING TO HELP YOU, WE...

MAYBE THE PURPOSE OF YOU LEFT, WAS RIGHT SINCE WE AND YOU ARE NOT COMPATIBLE AT ALL.. THE APPERANCE, THEN INTELLIGENCE AND THE MATURITY.. WE NO LONGER CARE ARE WE GROWN UP ANYMORE, BECAUSE THE KID WHICH WAS IN US WAS HURT SO MUCH BY MERE WORDS.
WE USED TOO MUCH AND RELY TOO MUCH ON OUR INSTINCT. EMOTIONLESS MAYBE WILL DRIVE US FURTHER..

IF YOU CHANCE UPON READING THIS, PLEASE DUN CONCLUDE IMMEDIATELY, FOR WE MIGHT NOT MEAN WHAT YOU THOUGHT. I SHOULD HAVE NORMINATE A FOR THAT AWARD.. WE'VE LEARNED ALOT FROM A AND WAS APPRECIATED, ITS A PITY THAT A WASNT WHO WE WANTED A TO BE.

B,Y, AND Z HELPED ME; I GUESSED I DISAPPOINTED THEM..
WE SAW THE SUN TRYING SO HARD TO SHINE IN THE STORMY AND RAINY DAY WITH LIGHTING; WAS COVERED BY CLOUD AND MIST THAT FORM DURING THE PRECIPITATION JUST TO ALLOW US TO SEE THE SKY AGAIN.

JUST WHAT ATTRIBUTES DOES WE HAVE? PROBABLY WE ARE ALWAYS GETTING SO HEAD-HOTTED AND RUSHED INTO SITUATION WITHOUT STANDING BACK AND HAVE A CLEARER VIEW OF IT.

WE DIDNT WANT TO GIVE UP, BUT WE ARE VERY TIRED..


CHU-BURA - KELUN


Chu bura minna kimochi o kakaete
kyou mo toki wa nagare sugi teyuku
kimi wo mitsumeru tabi komi ageru
omoi mo uwa kutsutaerare nai mama

itsu no manika wasureteita namidaga umareru basho o tamotte

saa mabuta o agete sono namida to hiki kaeni
tobitatte ikeru sono te ni todoku youni

omoi dashitanda kimino uta o setsuna ku omou kimochi wo

onaji DORAMA mo nandomo miteru
youna sonna kigashiteta zutto
kimi ga waratte kureta shunkan ni
atarashii SUTOORI ga hajimatta

Chu bura minna aseta hibi ga iro tsuiteiku no ga wakattanda

saa mabuta o agete kodokuni suri kaeteta
nakushiteta yuuki wo kono te ni kakage you
koraeteta namida ima omoi dashitakara
kimi no te o nigitte monogatari wa hajimaru

aa ikusen no yoru wo koete ima kokoni iru
kizutsuitatte ii sa ima tsutae wa
saa mabuta o agete hitoride furueteita
kimi no te o nigitte omoi wo tsutaeru no da

omoi dashitanda kimino uta o setsunaku omou kimochi wo
hadaka no mama no kokoro wo

CHU-BURA


I hold feelings that are suspended in space,
Today, time is passing by too much
Everytime I stare at you, my heart is fills
with thoughts but i still can't convey them well

Without realizing it, I forgot
to follow the place where tears are produced

Now, open your eyes
to those tears conversly
Let it fly
in order to reach that hand

I remember your song
and painfully thinking about your feelings

I've watched this drama so many times 
I always felt just like that
The moment you gave me a smile
a new story began

The faded days, hanging suspended in space
I knew they were filling with color

Now open your eyes
replace your loneliness with something more
find your lost courage, and hold it high!
I've remembered now the tears I was holding back
I'll take your hand and our story will begin

Aah, I passed a thousand nights to arrive here
It's ok to get hurt, say it now!
Now, open your eyes
You were shaking alone
and I grabbed your hand in order to tell you my feelings

I remember your song
and painfully thinking about your feelings
with my naked heart


Hitohira no Hanabira - Stereo Pony

WE ARE DONE.

WATCHED THE NEWS JUST NOW, AND GOT A LECTURER AT NUS GOT STABBED, CRUSE OR COINCIDENCE AGAIN? SERVE HIM RIGHT?


5:54 PM

it continues to stain, why?.