starting to think my life is getting mundane, hope school was opening soon, also hope to have more holidays.. i need to find a balance in life, in career and education. design is tough, but i wont let it kick my butt.
13 oct, went out to watch movies and meal at nyny, too bad laura didnt worked.. anyway we sat on table 13.. conicidental. i guessed i am only an expert on spotting pretty girls, but quite a noob in observing their true hearts. there are so many of them out there kay, but too bad they are not. kids nowadays are harder to taught compare to the past, a potential early childhood student is needed! so we can observe how we can teach our kids? takecare..

wouldnt it be nice, if we were together, i'll wait outside the school gate after the bell ring, look at your cheerful smile, meanwhile i helped to carried your shoulder bag and headed off, sitting in a double decker bus chit chatting and stuffs.. go and catch a movie once in awhile, when the hot picks arrive at the week. studying in library or void deck, holding hands while walking in parks. shopping during the weekends, browsing through apparels and people walking by... lastly, spot stars at the beach on a peaceful night with a full moon would be perfect. will you really go out with me ? confession doesnt seem to be the trend now.. then, you will surely be my girlfriend =D you can do it, just know that i believe in you. =D

i duno why i am so tong ku to be alone.. but robin was alone for 20 years too, and finally found nakama that she can trust... that saulo told her, she was not alone, and nobody was alone in this world.. and when u are happy , u laugh... you laughed because u are happy, therefore if u are sad, just laugh..dereshi..

5:06 AM
it continues to stain, why?.

10 oct was a cool date, i said this for consecutive 2 years... maybe u might want to see the archive about what i wrote last year. multiple choice.. ? WOXN, material girlfriend good, relationship distant, overcome be can problems..sneakers pink, mc071,CJ,studies in intellgent,level O in pointes 7. ALQ, appearance attractive, distant quite, chance got also everybody, tutorial chemistry throught avoidance,level O to days few, height potential perfect. LXXX, know just, avoidance message?, reply to forget, things share to willing, ETI, side east, GPA average, afraid + worried. CTZW, one the was signal zijue, cheesecake oreo, lying at good? away streets few live, precious of care take to me allow, suitors of number, yolks undivided, APG for XX.3, once rejected. break record, first time drink so much and didnt vomit, also force myself not to, cause its yucks, and thank goodness, i didnt.. i love your teeth, i love your smile, i love your intelligence, i love your innocence, i love your feminine, i love your hair, i love your- self, i love the time when i spent with you, talking, chatting, staring, playing, crapping, everything.. i just love you,
seems like drunk guys will speak the truth.. my zijue still tell me, i might remain single for the next 4.5 years.. although sending flowers to potong pasir, yishun, paya lebar, and tampines can be quite cool and romantic while waiting outside the school gate..
and, i might lose my job.. no regrets, probably jsut missed how i gain those skills..
and on jeremine's birthday 10/10, eastcoast park bbq, the cook of the day, is me.. alright, it was half- way done, i jsut have to maintain the heat and not burn it.. but i done a good job in the speed, quite proud of myself..
9/10, geokteng birthday, and i didnt wish her..
8/10, shopping since morning, and i only got myself A polo tee -.- waste of time, salard buffet in the afternoon at geek terminal, watched big stan, my first M18 movie at cineleisure, pool before movie, and spot lots of pretty girls, one unmemorable was the one that helped to picked up the white ball while i shoot it out of the pool table to her side.. oops and thanks =D and steamboat after midnight at opp paradiz.. arcade and went home..
a brand new world was hoped to arrive, so i can make more wish..

3:56 AM
it continues to stain, why?.

few days back, 5 oct.. we had lots of lessons in lots of area in life..
we have relationship; of course. working society ; people in life; people = subject; and everything and anything.
sit along the roadside can be kinda cool. relationship handling lesson 1; to me: not easy. hunt's girlfriend would do anything and everything that a potential girlfriend material would do. would you? expectation is expectation, being together is another thing.
practical must include in doing anything, dun try to do things anyhow-ing but when u anyhow do things, u come out wiht something.
everyone, u get to know in life in any area, primary, secondary, tertiary education... part time work place, those are just passer-bys in your life. either they give u some pointers to move on, or they kick your butt.. if u are successful, they will stay in your circle.. and go.
okay, height issues, past background, overall appearance and overall nei han..education, i might lose to u.. i would never get to see a pink sneakers out on a date when i were to look down to my toes when i am facing you. despite the nice words we always have when we had conversation, u can even accept any education status to be with, but still back to square one, height issue, although you told me not to worry, but no girls would willing to accept a guy who is 2cm shorter than her, she wont be able to wear heels for life. i love girl who only have 1 ear hole in each ear =D you told me problems can be overcome so calmly..
that oreo might be poison cooking, shit; i hope the china's melamine didnt got you, till now i still dun get your reply, damn worried.. and your umbrella is rusting, still said its your precious.
and on children day, even dying will wont save me.. it's the end, 7 consecutive days... the message wasnt transferred..
after all, my zi jue still seems so right..i am afraid, afraid that you wasnt there.


3:27 PM
it continues to stain, why?.