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Wednesday, May 31, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

go dnt from 9 am to 6pm...i dying of hunger and dehydration...expected to complete half of my artefact...but i only..done less than one quarter..what do u think? will i able to finish by friday -.-
teacher say i have the potential,you can do it..ohmy..are you trying to psycho me..cant be bothered...by doing that small part..i stress out..and i had a serious headache..and i am tired..but wont sleep..suffering..tomorrow still have to go school from morning..not sure till waht time..but i be going alone..ohmy..what should i do..really hope i can finish my dnt asap..my battrey are dying alreadys..
jierui stop spending money =X
zoelyn be happy everyday..=D


8:21 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

duan wu jie kuai le...hahas today is 5th may in the chinese calendar..the chinese eat dumplings to ...this hero...erms..not quite sure that was like i was a kid heard de..anyways i get to eat 1 dumpling with yoke later yea =)
was kind of happy..because i bought a budget earpiece yesterday and finally i dun get to miss those programmes at FM 93.3..and i will enjoy portable for the whole day..yesterday i started lying on the bed from 12 noon..i listen till it ends which is 2am..but inbetweeen got go for toliet intervals..i still cant sleep..love peifen voice..hahas..
had to go for dnt early in the morning at 9 am..so i wake up early lor..if not later late again..nope i wont late today..cause i have to get things started and hopefully done...going till 5pm i guess..wonder how will i endure..
actually watch TV dramas can learn real life situations..such as..human effort is limited..you can force the flower to bloom,even u added water,fertilisers or things which are needed..just like no matter how much effort i make,she still ignore me..dramas usually say this kinds of things..and also there no if in the world...no point crying over spill milk,have to solve the problem..lol
listening to morning de programme, jiu shi wan ren mi...=D


7:06 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Tuesday, May 30, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

wake up already afternoon~ am i so tired..have to reach school at 2..but actually what time also can as long as i can finish my dnt...but i have a strong feeling i might not finish it..online and talk to those online peoples...shuting said she want to debate my msn nick..which is "MY RESULTS MAY NOT EVEN GET ME A "N" CERT WHAT MORE A GOOD CAREER,A GOOD WIFE,A GOOD FAMILY, MY DREAM..." she say her ah gong also no cert...why he still can have a good wife a good family...then i say now de world has change...everything requires a cert...while in the end she lost the debating...it not the point of winning...but i learn something again..
now i think i really cannot make it for N levels, because when i predict something it usually come right...i predict i wont pass N levels when i was secondary 3..correct i fail my end of year..was actually stayed back? but my results was not that bad after all..had A1 for science A2 for dnt..
so i got an advanced..better than nothing..so since i go to secondary 4 no point..not study..infact i did try..common test was all rubbish english 19 marks chinese 16 marks..over a 100...midyear..my science...from last year de A1 drop to now C5...many people has climb to sit at my place already...erms i think i disappoint miss soh and miss ho? they taught me de mah...but sec 4 physics was that mr goh teach ...but he didnt taught me anything at all...i depend on waht i remember on sec 3 and i still can did better then my chemistry for the first time...cause miss ho dun want give me the 2 marks...just because i did it messy...if not my physics will never be better than chemistry...
anyways this is not the main point...if i really fails my N level..either people will laugh at me...i wont even get a girlfriend? waht more a wife...and that goes my dreams..
i told zoelyn 10 years down the road...u might saw me sitting down at orchard road becoming a begger...and i will saw u and jierui walking by me...hugging,holding hands...with intiamcy?
there nothing i can do..if i really fails my N level...i wont get a good job...at least 1 month $1000 after deducting CPF la...is impossible with that cert..then i will make my family? suffer...and my future wife?..i dun want them to suffer just because of me...and i dun want to be like my father...didnt take care of me when i was 6
anyways even without a cert...i wont even have a girlfriend let alone a wife...because it impossible...when i come out from NS i depend on her...she might runaway with another guy...nowadays girls a career-minded...which girl will stay with me and suffer...i tell u none..because they prefer luxury and they tends to enjoy themselves...plus no human would want to suffer...
i am late for dnt...


1:20 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

we even lost sight of things we've seen before,


was watching the results of superband..xia ri feng didnt out...was amber..was sad to saw it because is like got money..u got everything..anyways..i have to use my own money..for tomorrow...while..previously..my money was not enough for waht suppose to spend on..all thanks to my leg..lucky now i am not a runner..anymore..if not i will be more sad..no work = no money..didnt listen to doctor advise not to drink cold water...i drank it at around 8pm ...my leg was aching few minutes ago...the vein are like bursting...i apply medicated oil..hardly..cause my mother say u must feel the pain..then u will recover...so i push hardly..was in pain..but waht can i do..wont die so early..i feel the pain when u say those hurtful words too...but u will recover soon..cause i wish to take the pain of yours..but will u let me take the pain?

everyday there someone die..but why the someone was not me?
i learn something that is people will go when their time is up..so i always cherish every happiness of my life..and try to erase those unhappiness..i dun wish to live with regrats..so i always plan things to be done..so i have goals in my life..but this time for love i didnt plan..infact how i wish i could plan so i wont fail...but the feeling just come..there nothing i can do for my mistakes..i always though i was perfect,my plan was brilliant..but you prove me wrong..every since the word ignore written on your face...
what wrong have i done ..for you to cause such things..my mind has many question mark for you to answer...i have a strong feeling of why...but afraid to say it out, cause you ask me DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!

i always try to show care & love to you..just you



12:50 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Monday, May 29, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

go to school for dnt...take 28 double deck...there 2 guys sitting behind me ..i on music from my handphone..then is like that guy singing -.- sing all the wrong key~..anyways i was late for 35 mins...then my teacher say ..wha very early arr ..so sacastic..was till there untill 5.10pm take 28 back also..that driver delay drive so slowly i thought traffic jam..so i go 209 waste time..then was suppose to go home catch superband i was late again -.- only 2 band didnt get to listen..the outstanding one of course getting better la..anyways recieve testimonial..while thanks so much..i very like it and was happy to recieve.. and i wont let the kite fly away..always..


8:51 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

correction i watch the movie on 28 may..past 12 update = 29 may lol
wake up so early..actually quite late 10plus..i love sleeping mah u cant blame me..omg was counting money i only left with $50..when i have to pay alot of things -.-
dnt electronics mechanism for my end of year project cost $48
my sister new labtop de duno waht computer hardware cost $130 plus
and 2nd june my bus concession has overdue..it cost $27.50
vicki birthday presents ~ omg!! i promise her de..no ideas somemore...
plus i want to buy adidas sling bag~ may cost up to $70~
watch movie? go out eat? my survival ...
thanks to my injured leg i not going to work -.-
while i guess next week starting 5 june i going to work everyday?
since no one date me out too..
i am hungry...breakfast not yet eat..must ownself steam de buns -.-
quite lazy..anyways my folio still not yet completed how am i going to go to school..
and face the teacher...will find more excuess=x


10:45 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

today watch..over the hedge with anne and audrey..at bukitbatok westmall -.- although was 2hours trip back and fro..but still worth it? the movie is funny and cute..hahas..and touching..i learn something from the show..loves the 3 baby porcupine..the RJ plan was great...also got lesson learn..after show walk walk..then saw alot pretty girls=x anne agreed too...too bad audrey look at guys.. around 10 reach home saw sister playing maplestory-.- expected going to using computer late..anyways still make it to update..tml still must go school for dnt...folio not yet complete ...no idea..by 2nd june must complete my artefact which i not yet started..doom...


12:44 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Sunday, May 28, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

finally got blog to type out my unhappiness and happiness,up to you to like it or not. many thanks to sihui for helping me in the distribution of the blog i guess took so much of her time.but she dun mind hahas (dun say i never say thank you) i did =)
now 28/5 already cause pass 12. no comments la... but i have alot to say the pass few days~ from 24/5.
24/5 early in the morning not quite sure i injured my leg or i sprain my leg...coming down from the bus..i just squat down to balance myself, end up injuring my ankle. pain till my hand de vain are numb,had a serious headache with difficulty breathing..rest for quite awhile..then limping all the way to the main gate~ see doctor at night. go to the 3rd clinic then get to cure. and the doctor actually wanted to use accupanture but i dun want..then duno use waht electric duno what my leg...later rub alot of layer of oil crack here and there..was in pain obviously, cause i never injrued my leg so seriously before..later the doctor bandage my leg, bandage till i cannot stand -.- so im-profession..still must eat chinese medicine-.- so bitter..cannot stand,walk,jump,run,do excercise and drink cold drinks for 1 week..it impossible ..and it cost me $26 but got 2 days MC hahas=x
25/5 must rest mah..so never go school.. was at home all the way...so boring...at night my sis bought me the dudu doll from mini toons...while still not bad..but intend to buy 1 more to protect myself =X i am greedy
26/6 although got MC but i still got school..just to take my report book...as usual limping away to school...results is very bad ...lousy remarks...plus fair conduct...

subject 1stCA 1stSA 1stCombMark

principal didnt sign my slip..what is she trying to mean..doesnt it means that results weak you are not going to sign this slip..i am still a student in pasiris sec...who cares i does well anot...was thinking not going to make it to sec5 although actually i not planning to coming back...but wish to take Os because can save school fees,save time,get a better job in future,and you the one who want me to stay...but i was only dreaming...cant even pass N thinking of passing O my results are so lously i afraid i may fail N fail N = no good jobs,no good wife,no good family=family suffers...my dream..i afraid i cant reach there...

it 28/5 2/24am now thinking about the past may hurts but...there a lesson for me to learn...nights..i am tired x)



1:48 AM

it continues to stain, why?.