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WHO
[x] tanENGSING
[x] SEVENTEEN
[x] VIRGO
[x] SINGLE
[x] PERFECTIONIST

WHAT

[x] EVERLASTING RELATIONSHIP
[x] [<3(GIRLFRIEND <3 ME)]
[x] ???FAMILY (=
[x] DESIGN-ED TOPS & BOTTOMS
[x] ANTI-REVERSE PSYCHO

WHY
[x] MUSICS
[x] FM93.3
[x] CHEMISTRY
[x[ HONEY
[x] WHITE COLOUR
[x] HER
[x] LIARS
[x] MATHEMATICS
[x] EMPTY PROMISES
[x] CHOCOLATES
[x] TEACHERS
[x] FAKE'PEOPLES

WHERE

* ADELINE
* ANGIE
* ANNE
* ASHIKIN
* ASLIEEN
* AZMI
* BAOTING
* BAOYI
* BELINDA
* BERNARD
* BIFEI
* BOONKHIN
* BRIAN
* CAIYUN
* CAYLN
* CHENPEI
* CHERYL
* CHERYL NG
* CHLOE
* CHOONYI
* CHRIS
* CLEMENT
* DOMINIC
* DUNHAO
* E444
* GEOKTENG
* GERALDINE
* GRACE
* GUANLONG
* HUAPENG
* HUDA
* IRENE
* JASMINE AW
* JASMINE TAN
* JACQUELINE LEE
* JACQUELINE PHUA
* JASNIE
* JEREMY
* JIERUI
* JIEQI
* JINGKAI
* JINGYU
* JOO
* JOYCE
* JUNHUI
* JUNYU
* KELLY
* LEMUEL
* LEONARD
* LIANGYING (VICKI)
* LISA GOH
* LISA HO
* LYNETTE
* MAVIS
* MEIYAN
* NELSON
* NICHOLAS
* PEIFEN LIN
* PRISCILLIA
* QIANHUI
* RACHEL
* REBECCA
* REGINA
* RONGRONG
* SAMUEL
* SANDRA
* SEOWCHEAN
* SHANICE
* SIHUI
* SIYING
* SHUTING
* SHUZHEN
* VIVIENNE
* WANZHUANG
* WEILING
* WENDY
* XIAOYING
* XINHUI
* XINYI
* XINYU
* XUANHUI
* YANBING
* YANDE
* YANPING
* YANWEI
* YOKEJIN
* YONGHENG
* YVONNE
* ZOELYN
__MY
FRIENDSTER

HOW

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Sunday, September 16, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

before i read this, i intend to give up however instead of being suprised by other's work, i must suprised others by my work.

Kayla. says:
you know the old man of kfc? you know at that time when he came up with the recipe for his chicken, he went to over 2000 shops, and all rejected his recipe. until finally one shop gave him the chance, and now look at kfc.
Kayla. says:
this one pst kong said before
Kayla. says:
imagine if that guy stopped at the 1999th time.
Kayla. says:
thinking, i already tired 1999 times, i cant make
Kayla. says:
you will never know if the next one could be it
Kayla. says:
or the next one
Kayla. says:
or the next one
Kayla. says:
never give up
Kayla. says:
all the great scientist who are famous
Kayla. says:
they are famous for how many inventions?
Kayla. says:
maybe 50 inventions, maybe 100 inventions
Kayla. says:
how many times do u think they failed
Kayla. says:
over 10,000 times even possible
Kayla. says:
so just for that 50 to 100 successes, they failed over at least 5000 times
Kayla. says:
but they still made it in the end cause they know that if they never stop trying, never never stop trying, they will get there
Kayla. says:
in fact, each time you fail, you know of more more route to avoid!
Kayla. says:
so the more times you fail, the more routes you know you have to avoid
Kayla. says:
the higher your chances will be of successing
*name has been changed due to privacy

i swore to your shining eyes
on an afternoon when the blue sky was visible through a small window
that i no longer wanted to run away.
i feel a warm hand upon my back.
the only thing more painful than getting hurt is...
giving up on tomorrow and continuing to lie to yourself.
the one precious dream always held in your heart
let's believe it, protect it, and overcome everything.
because we have precious dream, we can become stronger
holding on to the dream that we imagined and painted
forevermore.


12:33 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Saturday, September 15, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

...plus i dun think she really really likes you so i dun wan risk it =D

ignore the punctuation mistakes and look into the words. what do you see? i see lots of question pop-ing out from my mind. the oxygen content has reached it maximum. excess carbon dioxide is required to release at this critical situation.
take a look closer, with dreams even the worst situation given to a baker, he can still bake a delicious bread regardless what circumstances he is going thru. i dreamt dreams too, however that moment was shattered. oxygen atoms broke the bond to form carbon dioxide with carbon.
it requires 2 hands to clap, 2 wings to flap.. however people always complain the other hand or wing does not cooperate and refuse to clap or flap but clapping or flapping too much leads to exhaustion. if both hands or wings do not take a break, it's nearly to impossible to continue.
i scored only 1 quarter of maths prelim paper 1. do you know? i do wish you could know, and know my changes after all these months or nearly a year. just like when i first met you, i can feel my exsistance, your exsistance... however all i see now was only your beautiful back.


4:52 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Monday, September 10, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

00:01 am, i began lying on my bed trying to sleep, however i couldnt sleep despite listening to songss till 02:30 am.so i woke up and switch on the computer, and start watching my animation =) stopped at 06:05 am, prepared for school & maths prelim. somehow today is so different, despite the common monday blues that might happen on monday it didnt. for today i have some plans in my mind, the main objective is to speak out, unspoken words however plan failed. there are some reasons that cause the plan to be fultile, but there were 2 chance to compensate them. i missed the perfect timing, perfect chance and perfect oppotunity.
the weather is perfect for sleeping during maths prelim, it makes me more sleepy as i didnt sleep earlier on. i perservere and comtinue to do my paper. although i was like floating in the air, i believe i have done my best despite the 29 marks that was leave blank. i wouldnt mind if my results were only 40/80, i will be more than satisfied.
if i could share with you, your that pink umbrella in the rain, and volunteered holding it while shelter-ing for you. the plan would have succeeded.
all i want to say is just happy birthday. can you hear me?
loving you is like wielding a double edged sword, however if that's the case i wouldnt mind, because i believe that there a price to pay for something great, like you.


11:51 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Monday, September 03, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

look closely at the time and the date of this post. it was this day, this time, i lose my cool. i really say all sorts of nonsense, like nobody elses care. have you ever in a situation whereby... you wanted to know something badly, but unfortunately you couldnt get any information about it, but end up... the truth were revealed and it hurts. i have in the past and now. although i faced setbacks, but i never fail in standing up again. no obstacles was actually a problem to me. but not this time, i guessed.
*i am crybaby~ i want to cry to forget you, look at the mirror inferior-ly, keep crying feel regretted.
*7 years ago, the rain pierce thru my heart.i finally believe not everything has assurance. i willing forgive u 7 times, hurt me 7 times, i wont give up, till i hurt you. miss you 7 times, forgive u 7 times, i take back my love, dun make me use my happiness to pay the price.
"monopoly sure can kill time, and have fun but i'm afraid i making the two of them bored to hell. anyway that is the first and the last time we're going to get together and have such a memorable day.
- i dun lose my cool just once, but twice. i nearly jumped into conclusion just like jumping into a pool, when i dun even know how to swim. luckily, situation was saved. there a lifeguard saving me, hahas. hope u understand my intentions. although i always thought you wont get it.
actually i am like not quite sure what i'm really writing, but anyways i am kinda lost in this maze, maybe you can save me out. do get me out and not keep quiet down there kay. i'll be waiting. thanks =)
*chinese to english lyrics
"the soft touched, it's over.


1:01 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Saturday, September 01, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

i guessed i spoken too much during lunch. alright, at least i am admitting i am backstabbing, but i just want to bring a point to the audience. hate me, if you think it wrong.
everytime when i saw bus 28, i was hoping to see you in there, but i was disappointed. i guessed i might have to be like you admiring at one corner, although they were different targets.
how do you define love? by each individual's beauties? by aid-ing that person in trouble? by spending time having meals? by communicating over phones or etc? by beating twice as fast as a normal heartbeat? by admiring his qualities? by having this strange feeling? by, without a reason? or by spending quality time?
what am i supposed to do.. my revision has yet to begun.


5:50 PM

it continues to stain, why?.