Thursday, November 23, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY QINMEI.i was so fortunate that i have such wonderful cell group. they dun just give encouragement but also they are also wonderful peers and friends that can get along with peacefully. so many people dun care about people's past. all they say was since it was the past, so why bother. but to me, i dun think past can be easily forgotten. for example an ex-convict. will u treat him/her as nice after knowing he/she commited a crime? right after that person came out from jail, you wont forgive a person like that. you will think why such person will be in this world. but in the coming future i believe everybody will forgives such person. the key is time. most people says time heal everythings. so it need time to accept people's mistakes and failures.suppose to have dinner with some members. so met up with tientien and kelly to go together. unfortunatly tientien was not feeling well and look very pale. went to nearby clinic and sent both of them home and had my dinner alone. although didnt join dinner with the rest of the members, all they care is about themselves, at least let me know that you all are having dinner there. didnt have the responsibility to inform is still alright. all of them keep misunderstood. you all read bible right? christian cannot be together with a non-christian..and also their age is like so faraway from mine.. so what for gossiping among yourselves? it totally pointless. but if that can keep u all being bored than continue to say bah. seriosuly no offence, i just want to sort out the misunderstandings.today was qinmei's birthday. she was me first and best online friend la..but duno why we lost contact. she deleted me in friendster and msn. was clueless why she done that. was surprise that i actually remember la. wonder which online friend will remember, probably none. unless friendster got the birthday update la.=/tomorrow was also nigel and alvin birthday. alvin was my best primary school friend and nigel was once one of my best friend in secondary school. but seems to have lost contact with them. happy birthday to them in advance..
12:08 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Sunday, November 19, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BARRYSPORTIFIED SUNDAYof course sportified sunday play sports lor. end up injuring myself. not just blisters on my toes even my smallest toe bleed inside my shoe and i still like duno and still continue games. i also realise i sprain my leg..but not those serious sprain if not i wont be able to go home.. my fingernail on my thumb also crack =/ it seems like i need more calcium. not just calcium. i need speed and stamina too. playing games with other cell group members seems a little at a disadvantage situation. at least E345 won second for captain's ball. everybody is tired, everybody sacrifices. even a drip of sweat counted as an effort!brought 3 friends. waihong, esmond and zoelyn. evangelism! counted as breakthrough! =P my nails like so weak. so i told my mother all my injuries. she ownself said wanted to cut my toe nails for me...like so funny la..a big kid asking the mama cut nails for him. its itchy and pain when she cut la..lol!next week.. another tight schedule. didnt work for this week, i dun have money. but somehow i got blessed. i am earning more money for more purpose. busy man busy me =P
10:21 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Saturday, November 18, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEOWCHEANHAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY NICHOLAS 16/11HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BELINDA 15/11HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HANCHUAN 14/11yesterday cg : great!today service : exciting!tomorrow sportified : PERFECT!was very looking foward to sportified sunday, first time playing sports with cell group members and other cell group members and some new friends. it defintely fun and great. the weather is going to be perfect for the game, not too hot not too cold.yesterday cell group was my first time sharing testimony and my first time join along the songs with the members. how cool. i actaully dare to sing and speak out. before cell group went with meow and 2 aunties kel and bing, (they ownself also admit) to buy stuffs for the first prize of the sportified games.felt so bad..rejecting people who asking me to go up to the altar call. its seems like it ment for me, but something locking my legs. maybe it calling me, maybe not =/ as if i am in a state of confusion. i simply ...duno what to do. who can really give me the right guidience. maybe no one but only myself.ohya..i cannot forget yongheng and pastor's preaching was great! it really teach me lots lots of things. it somehow affected my life. hope it changes for the better....i finally realise my blog like so dead -.- all talking about my boring stuffs and some nonsense sechdules i have. even now i feel tiring reading it. but after all it still my life.so thats all.
11:32 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Saturday, November 11, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
today cg : FUN!!today work : boring, tiringseems like so much unhappiness in this new job i working, it starts this week 6 nov from 8am - 8pm -.- so long right. the job like so challanging la.. have to like complete duno how many within a day -.- i had so many papercuts at my arms plus my skin at the fingertips supporting the nail, the skin seems to be like falling off and i think i have rough hands -.- not just this, suppose working with nelson and lemuel, they put me aeroplane and left me on thursday -.- because wednesday, after our work we went vivocity and watch death note together with xiaoqian. death note again. somemore i watch at vivo again somemore 9 oclock show again -.- reach home 12 plus again!! i now thinking of solutions to quit this current job, besides i still have my previous job and i have like so many chance for other job la.. really wanting to quit this job!! because cannot like socialise outside, whole day i am like kept in the building even raining i also duno.the word of God like so great! yongheng preaching also great la =) during worshipping although i dun sense anything, but i can sense people around me are tearing with my eyes close. maybe between members got bondings, so that why i know...i having a very tight schedule, so if any dating please inform me before hand. thanks!
12:58 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Sunday, November 05, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JASNIEHAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY BAOYI 3/11HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TIEN2 3/11during the past few days had been recieving your sweet message without fail and it has stopped since yesterday. it seems like another everlasting cold war is gonna started. sore throat has never been better..each time when my throat is dry and i swallow my saliva my throat and eardrums will be in great pain -.- tolerance level to maximum.. on friday cg preaching was great. we do have faith and doubt at the same time. erms.. said by yongheng during preaching. i trust you, budden the "facts" that i saw doubt me too...i am confuse and need you to guide me through, so will you? yesterday went bugis with lemuel for clothings and church for service.. hais...feel kinda bad from where i sitted during friday cg and yesterday service..was requesting for a swop, budden was rejected paiseh-ly...hahas a cute couple will soon be born? we shall see about it lemuel also find me a job...kinda great. although i not very sure waht to do.. but i got a feeling that it gonna be great.. fisherman village change boss...maybe i should go back..besides there girls ..and i heard is pretty cute girl..LOL it been a long time since someone care for me...my mother have been like caring about me..due to sore throat...and also the unknown who tagged in my board, really appreciate if u write your name but anyways thanks alot for the concerns...in cg also have a sense of belonging, feel so great like being welcome...sore throat has recover but not yet fully recover...budden i am ready for work..a new week a new start. off to sleep now...
11:30 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIHUImy sickness is getting worst and worst. each time i swallow my own saliva,it seems like something is stucked under my throat. day after day i actually feeling better, budden today i cant even sleep well.. i really got the feel of something stuck there, so i force myself to vomit, budden actually nothing. yucks gross! i 430 am than sleep lor, simply cant sleep due to the dumb throat. wake up at 7 just to prepare and go see doctor.the doctor say is throat infection, ahya i also know..budden how am i going to eat my daily meals..i dun look like i am very sick cause yesterday i still can go vivocity watch deathnote =/ Light and L both so smart. Light's sister so pretty and cute...whahahaha. i can even jump, run, walk and seems perfectly alright like other people. it just the hidden throat is pain like siao. there are three nurse on duty la. there 2 nurse so pretty lor. 1 of them serve me hor, so cute la. she say must finish the medicine ar. somemore her handwriting also very cute.swallowing saliva is a problem to me, it not just cause serious pain on my throat, even my eardrums are pain. i afraid i might turn deaf =/ i hope not.yesterday horoscopes say waht my love train is duno coming or leaving or duno what ...but all i know is something good la...i did recieve phone calls and dates? which actually will happen once in a lifetime? does that mean the train is coming? prehaps, prehaps, prehaps...
7:01 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
