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Tuesday, July 31, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

today is the last day of july. everyone knows -.- during english, everyone suppose to say something about your idea home plan. i didnt complete drawing it, so i just use waht i have. everyone have "everything" in their own house. so i said a different thing, like " i dun need to have all the luxuries? like ??? i dun need to own a house as large as ??? and dun need to buy a large car like ???. i made myself sound practical at the same time romantic. i bring in this verse, which i remembered from lisa. when the limo breaks down, hold my hand and lets take the public bus.
PE lessons, is pull-ups. i planned to pull 8, not that i can but i want. i got 7 . not standard..
if i could make myself look at you at that moment, if i could pull my smile while looking you, if i could look at you smiling and open my mouth to speak, if i could be natural and talk to you. probably, we could get back together .. like we used to be. how i wish..cause prehaps i am just too afraid.
** there's not a star in heaven that we can't reach. we're breaking free.


6:30 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Thursday, July 26, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

i didnt brought my brain to school. can u imagine after 2 weeks of not enough sleep, during SS common test, i slept like nobody elses care. i even planned to submit blank paper, but didnt. at least i wrote the inference part for the essay question =x that was defintely easy, just waht you think about the question. didnt went for recess, therefore had lunch in school canteen. coincidence never stopped appearing in my life. CUPS! UMBRELLA! alright, you dun have to know waht i am talking. had geography banding at the library. i admit i wasnt paying attention, i was reading this book that warren pass to me. it was "love letters.... bla bla bla" i always dun remember long story book titles. so i actually read those main contents.. GOOD! that how it ended.
i am eating vanilla and chocolate ice cream in this cold weather. it a tub okay! and i am like still eating. can you imagine, the vanilla is super sweet and the chocolate is super bitter -.- troublesome..
Kitto uso nante sou Imi wo motanai no All my loving... Sou ja nakya yatterannai...


5:34 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Wednesday, July 25, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

during english lesson, i was suppose to draw my dream house, when i drew my dream living room plan halfway, i stopped. mrs tan told us how she know her husband. it starts with.... mrs tan likes tall guy, but her husband was not a tall guy. only 16x cm. so how did they... it was when they were together, her husband was good in english. so he will like always write cards to her. cards are like send to her office and not give her personally. he also gave mrs tan books. her first book was "too close too... someething" couldnt remember. the front page, where the author writes the name, was full of her husband's words.. that how from 16x cm can become 17x cm or even 18x cm. she also added, he played the guitar during some thingy at the office. she said he know how to play the guitar, cause he was the leader. i am sure she was saying cell group leader. that where it becomes 19x cm. about the book, her main point was... communication is important. if starting arouse with physical contacts, and communication was lack... that when, cold wars appear, situation get worst and diavorce could even happen.
when i saw you, i was mesmerise by you..but was removed after i walked past you.
maths was still a trouble for me. i must stop compromising and start moving.
during chemistry, done practical. spraying of distilled water was irritating, so i randomly picked up 1 of the bottle at the acid/base the bottle and spray back at that person. it was aqueous ammonia and teacher saw it -.- she say why or something, i said you already saw liao, i walked away without paying attention waht she said.
i went home straight after maths banding.


5:39 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Tuesday, July 24, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

english lesson was suppose to be fun today. it was designing your own dream home.. and i have to do my 'duno when' de homework =/ it was then i realise? was my dream, taken away by someone? physics banding was worst. i cant even do a very simple sum. was not easy to do those question already, but it more difficult when the surroundings was noisy but it even more hard when i myself was distracted in the mind/heart, at first. had dinner with thyewhye, we sure talk alot. i felt good talking about it, although the outcome was sad? but it really bring back sweet memories.
i really sometimes wonder, do i have a good memory or those memories were too good to be remember?
* i failed my sit & reach, got a D for standing board jump -.- my physical fitness is going all the way down..
*you will find lots of reasons to dislike someone, but you dun need a reason to love someone. how ironic right?
**prom night, probably be fun if i had a partner and we know how to dance.


7:11 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Wednesday, July 18, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

how ironic... i just learn how to have a good night sleep, and i was ruined by last night... due to couldnt sleep well. obviously i know better then anyone else, what cause it.. but it useless.
i was shocked by the mystery that you gave me out of the sudden. i was shocked that you turned back and look at me shocking-ly. english lesson, was certainly a wake up call for me. it was bad, we talked about the difference between men and women. how troublesome? i was like finally? realise what is on a girl's mind. i guessed, i was made special.. so that i could be the light among the darkness.
wake up, engsing! orh.


10:05 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Tuesday, July 10, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

if there's one seat just beside me, will you come and sit beside me and join me? if there's one seat beside you, can i sit beside you and join you?
when lyric of songs were written by you, i wonder what do you really mean. someone precious to you? or probably just write for the sake or writing?
when you were looking at me, i could see through your eyes and saw that stranger that you are looking.
you are you.
you are you, for sure. there's no substitute anywhere, there is none. my one flower.


5:27 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Thursday, July 05, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

limits. i reached my limit. mr pay is nonsense, tell lies to my mother -.- i didnt do his work, cause i duno how to do. i sleep because i was not suppose to do anything, therefore sleep la. i didnt sleep during his banding remedial, but he say i slept -.- he dun even trust me.
*paradox.. black and white.


4:44 PM

it continues to stain, why?.