Monday, March 26, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHENPEIta shuo ta hen ai ta, ta shuo hui shou hu ta,ta song ta mei gui hua..... cong peng you bian cheng qin ren,ta bu zai zhi you zi ji.. was shocking to hear that news, consider last to know and first to fall. went working, get to know 2 new people? guess waht, that day was their last day -.- one of the girl was like so conicident,shes from geylang meth.. hahas was working together with her on that day to collect bills. she quite new, so i have to guide her and complete most of the stuffs. so after work, my friend went to disturb her and another guy said they were like couple having dinner. so naturally i joke with him, i said dun make me drunk with vinegar leh. alright that was all joking. but i do drunk by vinegar, thou you might get drunk by vinegar once but i am now. was sick.. went to see doctor (tuesday/tomorrow) than went to eat sliced fish beehoon nothing caught my eyes, but that bottle of vinegar -.- so conincident la.. popularity increase attraction.. that probably the reason why. like got nothing to write, mind seems blank. will blog again. that all
11:26 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Thursday, March 15, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
ohmy time flies. it now thursday and my study hours still zero =P my working hours for this week is 6+4+6 h already, there more, later and on sunday. critics increases la, even a few hours ago, that girl that kena fired came back, expect me to serve her table, so she can see my ******* face -.- alright it vulgarities. she didnt say it to me, i heard from somebody else. so i purposely dun go and serve. =P dumb pub guy -.- lent lighter can die ar.. it just on the table still say dun have, i ask again with the lighter on my hand, can lent? then lent me.. forget about all that.you are the bird in the sky, i am the fish in the sea. you wont have fins to swim and i wont have wings to fly. sounds like couple couldnt be together, just like shan hu hai: "hai niao gen yu xiang ai, zhi shi yi chang yi wai, wo men de ai, cha yi yi zhi chun zai....."for instant, lets replace a mistake for a black dot and a good deed for a white dot and our life as a piece of paper. if i all along do all these good deeds, it only neutralise the paper. but if i suddently made a mistake, intentionally/not i still stain that piece of paper. even i do more good deeds afterwards i still couldnt cover that black spot, at the very most it turn grey. at the very end i still stain that paper -.- ohmy removie all unforgiviness immediately please!
it been so long since, i listen to musics, seriously. elva produce good musics! biao bai & bu yuan
off to sleep. good night, sweet dreams.
1:13 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Tuesday, March 13, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
make a mistake for praising those girl at my workplace. yesterday, just a few hours ago. i worked with 4 other girls. so 3 of them suppose to serve dishes like waht we normally do. the nonsense part is, they keep standing over western there chitchat-ing, despite there are so many dishes over at the restraunt part. which expect me to do all -.- even the auntie have to call them each time there a new dish. end up the assistant manager, which arrange our schedule saw it. 1 of the girl, still can complain say we bully her. waht rubbish, dun want to serve dish still complain so much. another was engross talking, so i knoch the bowl on the table to call her, she shouted can dun knock anot -.- than i say i dun knock, u will come and take ar? still can push the blame to me. end up i shouted to them, ever since i worked here so long, today is the worst. she shoot the same thing at me.. the manager helped me and say, he work longer than u and also he didnt complain anything before. that true, but they dun realise the truth, that work is not easy. need to cooperate mah. fen gong he zuo, you know? another girl, more power lor, she work as cashier, she ask me to collect the bill, when food is not up! alright that a small one compared to the big one.. the 3 girls just left work before 9.than the western people complain say, "hao bu rong yi got people to talk"i just kept quiet. 1 of the chef say such thing u must "bi yi zhi yan" than i scold him, i didnt complain hor, if u think i make your chiobu go away u can blame me but dun go 1 round shoot me. end up still talk so much "dao li" to me -.- sick man.. despite all the nonsense i still have to in charge of everything, lucky that assistant manager help me gather people to serve, she even sacrifics to take the transport just to let me home.although it quite pissing budden i still get my money for working long hours. as i reach home, 1 of them delete me from friendster, im not suprise. i believe they will realise this towards their coming future.irresponsible kids -.-i seldom get angry lor, besides i know anger management. but they simply boil my blood. alright i actually very kind to them le, continue angry i will get older.* when will i get attached? it so hard to fall in love and be loved by the same person
1:37 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Monday, March 12, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
this weekend is short but impactful. although i missed pastor sy 1 service, i did attend another service on sunday. it so power power power powerful. it so power that, i dun need use any cool adjetives or vocab to improve on it. =D i am impacted cause ate sebas's impact during service =pthe presence is super power too, and my heart is touched. it so hard to describe, that u have to be there and exprience yourself. really!went back to work recently, although it busy during sat, but it so different compare previously. alright those sisters they are pretty, i have to admit, am building good relationships with them too. =Dever since the day u left me, you appear in my dream, no more. thinking back those days, it you who make it sweet, that i can survive without sugar or honey. really! chances of liking you, could be? but chances of you liking me? not at all bah. it need 2 hands to clap to produce rhythm, it need to different poles to attract. "wo wu fa hui qu yi qie, chong xin zai lai, she bu de, wo wei she me shuo zai jian, neng bu neng shou hui wo shuo de mei yi ju hua, she bu de wo wei she me bu wang ji, zou yi tiao kuai le, mei ren yu"anyways we had our march outing yesterday. M&M, i suggested de name leh =P i am 1 of the committe, and also the one that didnt do much de, skips meeting & etc. i fed those hungry mosquitoes despite i am hungry myself. about the last thing i am going to do, have though of it. even giving away my precious weapon given by my precious and also decided to left my precious. looking at those pictures, remind me all the good times. i really want to have friends which we have more than 20 years of code code everlasting relationship cum friendship and we are still contacting, even thought we are all married, gatherings and chitchat never ends. although negative things happen, but i looking foward 20 years later. picture is a form of rememberance. off to work -.-
3:57 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Thursday, March 08, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
EMBRACE..unsatisfactory results:english F9 chinese E8maths C5scince B4humanities F9d&t B3* i take the average of CA1 & CA2..the report slip is kinda nonsense too.. no grade at the side, so i ownself calculate.pride: need improvement-.-* due to i have no emotion during lessons, cause i just dun feel like moving too much. they thought i am not serious about my work. (teacher say de -.-)responsiblity:good*still okay, i do what i can for all these papers lor. there improvements in most of the subjects okay!conduct: good* never get fair very happy liao la -.-confusion*embrace has nothing to do with my common test marks -.- it just that i am inspire by sun's song. although dun really like the way she sing her song, but it a very nice song. i am touched!irritation*dun get confuse by what i wrote too.complains* %@#$@!@!^@$lousy service*dumb KFC and Mac. yucks!magnets? i feel like using hammering, heat with strong flame or put it into dc/ac circuit. spoil the magnetism. it you, who make my dreams very sweet every night, but i didnt drool okay. or should i say i dun drool. but it so sweet, very sweet.
11:00 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Monday, March 05, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
it been a long time since i ate my mum's cooking. by the way magnetism is so power when u see both magnets attract to each other, it the same as a loving couple attached together. i must say girls are label as 'magnets' as the more attractive they are, they tends to attract iron nails/ iron fillings (guys) once i also want to be a magnet, whereby another magnet can get attracted to me. afterwards my friend say, he rather be a crappy metal so magnet will just attract him -.- now i think i prefer being iron get attracted. now it so different already, girls can also label as electromagnet, cause they can lose magnetism as an when they like. ohmy so hate it when i am just a pathetic nail, waiting to get attracted. something must happen man. sexual harressment?, useless arguement have to stopped immediately, does members know the situation? recieve my physics paper, was not what i expected la. for the first day of the week i am like suffering monday blues -.- i was late for like 1 minute.....and i have to get signatures for 1 more month -.- what more can i say if chemistry doesnt fuse us. we will be seperate in somehow.
6:48 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
