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WHO
[x] tanENGSING
[x] SEVENTEEN
[x] VIRGO
[x] SINGLE
[x] PERFECTIONIST
happy birthday Cheryl! our birth dates are 1 month apart, cool eh? anyway, we live quite near too, but so? o, rude? nonsense. it's totally a misunderstanding, but i dun care. worked for consecutive 8 days full ! break new record. 20 sept (sat) went eating with hong and song pasirris park, e hub drink at kopitiam. 21 sept (sun) work 11am - closing area manager and the duno what shit, coming but never -.- play mahjong after work till morning. 22 sept (mon) by right from 11 am - closing but work at 3pm - closing, cashier. damn busy : monday seems like a cruse! 23 sept (tue) work 11 am - closing : cashier. chio bu observation. not very busy. 24 sept (wed) work 11 am - closing : morning: CSR evening: service afternoon, sit, talk, slack, chio bu... etc break together, manager not happy, must sell donation ticks, if not no pay.. saw 2 designers, caused myself embarrassment, but manage to neutralise it, thanks for the donation. attend to a big group, birthday girl. chio bu.. part time waiter, part time photographer customer say: not bad hor! area manager came, i dun care.. get to know laura.. not a bad day, time flies. 25 sept (thurs) work 11 am - closing : morning: CSR evening: service. different from, wednesday. mother came.. cant remember much.. 26 sept (fri) work 12pm - closing : service. the day, damn busy.. saw the haising girl.. whalau, still act paiseh.. jx found 10 points de.. went arcade, had damn long break.. tired already.. 27 sept (sat) desmond's birthday. work 10 am - 4pm / closing. thought got celebration.. so work till closing. morning bar, night service. unhappy, damn busy.. QA come -.- never take order.. slack anytime i could. got compliment letter, by luck one.. 28 sept (sun) 11am - closing, morning cashier, night service.. morning, damn busy.... customer some unreasonable.. common sunday.. getting used to cashier already.. damn tired, just want to sleep.. its really damn tired, if u want to compare this with me, i tell u, i just love sleeping. i dare to say, i walk more steps than u per day...
29 sept: chiong one piece, and rest.. 30 sept : bake cheesecake,celebrate cheryl's birthday and rest 1 oct: hariraya, double pay.. 2 oct: work to get more money 3 oct: go sylvia's house play mahjong and maybe cut hair ? 4 oct: maybe picnic, maybe work.. 5 oct: superband final! maybe work morning.. left with 2 weeks of holiday.. but got more upcoming events.. although i met you, among the vast crowd. but i tell you, i might not be able to give you, what you want that's why i am hesitating.. performance was lack, due to the attention given.. not being an attention seeker, but the basic requirement although people say, xx numbers of missed call = crazy, not as if people died.. but if something damn important, and couldnt reach the participant, how?
i realise another failure post.. i think i need to brush up my summary. conclusion, i get to know this girl, but also get to know, its impossible to be together? i am starting to afraid of my own zi jue..its like so powerful.. too powerful till i couldnt control.. i am afraid i might have the outcome of eating 3 rumble ball.. school , opening soon. how i wish, sch holiday last longer..i have so many confirm dates, that have yet to dated. yet again, another empty promises. i can forgive you, due to your attachement, your long distance location, and your busy schedule, and kkkk conclusion, i am tired. and in love?
3:25 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Friday, September 19, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
end of block, holiday. bored to death, house-visit. playground fun, childhood life kid soul remains and we had fun ! laughter, cam whore and anything a child would do oo, ice creams! 50% chance. In Design~ its either you're IN or you're OUT!
my zi jue tell me, i wont get attached during my poly life, let rest army life.. so, alone for another 5 years. gg.
11:34 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Monday, September 15, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
alright, i could have catch some sleep few hours ago, but went to watch one piece and decided to post. i am not moving to yishun after i graduate already. mother was unable to get loan from the bank and the government. she also had her problems while getting that flat, she also had to think about me and my sister's future. can only buy flat with CPF twice or something liek that -.- wt, well, tampines was better since i know the place better, but it will be tough living here. the constant rent accumulates, she says when i work, then buy house. how long will that be? when i graduate 2 years plus, after my army another 2 years. after i find a job, had stable income? 1 year? who knows. what should i do? design life, already took up half of my asset, half of my sleeptime and half of my .... its almost everything! shitty life. i told someone, i was about to die. might not survive the remaining 2 years plus in design life, or might die halfway that kind of nonsense. i know its damn negative, and it totally sound like the old engsing, that is not my thoughts ! they are my zi jue, hope its not true for this! anyway the reply was it would never happen, and a bye see you around with a big smile , =D like this. i know u are nice, but you know la. after this week of my well plan schedule for my own, i will kick butt when i get the results and i will enjoy my holidays! just you wait and see. o , and tu zi 's drummer is damn chio, damn cute! and so cool when playing the drum, okay bye shitty post!
3:46 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Wednesday, September 03, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
thank you clement, thank you binghui blueberry cheesecake. although i think i can bake a better cheesecake then it. why dun u come and pat on my shoulder, embrace me and tell me, i have done my best. well i said thats totally not natural. although i always looked at chio bu, talk about chio bu and everything about chio bu, but most of the time, i never seriously look at them. its been a few months since i last saw you, but its the distance that nearly mistook us as strangers. its not natural for me to fall in love with you too. that's so not like me. the puzzle rose was the only gift that i didnt regret giving, giving to you. alright that was so many years ago. for a fourteen year old to think of such idea, can consider romantic. however you have been carrying something for 2 years since then. that monk story was numb. o cayln was attached. just hope she was not divered from the O levels. well, i duno how lisa has been living, but her nick doesnt seems she knows her situation, and thinking my words are anyhow. karma? maybe thats why i am single for duno 3920704615727487621 days. okay ten was you and your birthday. everytime when there's a conversation, you will taught me something which totally useful, however we always end the way i didnt want. maybe u didnt want it too, but probably thats the reaction that would create between us, not that we do not have chemistry. to find your perfect cup of tea, you must allow your partner to think that you are the perfect cup of coffee, that's why it create yuanyang. goodnight.
