Wednesday, February 28, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
today chemistry and physics common test. i did my best cause there no time for me to even sleep during the paper, accept for chemistry cause i finish quite early, but it only enough for me to rest my eyes -.- physics right after chemistry, and it so tough that i finish just on time -.- havent been good in school. was "late" 7.25 reach school. after tomorrow, i dun have to get signatures anymore. monday blues, depression -.-went to nelson's house to study. had free dinner =D the mother is so good la, the mother even gave me red packet but was many days ago and it quite a sum. besides recall for what i know, their parents were born on the same day same year and married together, how loving. viewed kristin and nelson baby photo was cute and funny. i dun find a balance in life?. centre gravity is not there, means all the lines that drawn are going to erase? to show we actually dun met? learn vectors today. does this mean that equal vectors require the same magnitude and same direction? but they dun meet or they never meet, how pathetic!my mother has been blessed la. that time her workplace de people gave her brownies, now is another chocolate cake compromise of dark chocolate cream? chocolate cake and a chocolate base marionate? with wine? ah~ duno how to describe, although it taste bitter but it good! i going to make it to a point whereby i finish it alone, maybe tomorrow?now i have so many question left unanswered! how can i find an answer to solve that question. i even forgotten what is the questions already -.-what if something is remove from your life whereby u no longer find meaning in it? what to do to replace all those memories?or maybe there no way out in your situation cause both leads to : find no meaning -.- i am now missing somewhere, someplace, somehow couldnt find my way out.
12:09 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Saturday, February 24, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
it been so long since i touch computer. yesterday was cg multiplication. ... .... okay that all, dun even have the mood of talking about it. multiply leh ! mai siao siao... songs just keep coming to my mind. "mei yi ci he ni fen kai, shen shen de bei ni da bai, mei yi ci fang qi ni de wen rou tong ru nan yi shi huai, mei yi ci he ni fen kai mei yi ci" kiss you goodbye"ai qin de zi wei ci ke wo zhong yu zui ming bai" "zuan shen li kai, fen shou shuo bu chu lai, hai niao gen yu xiang ai ....." tian kong hui de xiang ku gou, li kai ni yi hou bing mei you gen zi you" thinking of appealing, budden wonder is there such a thing. if i appeal like so bad sacrificing members just for the sake of myself, i think i shall "xi shen xiao wo wan cheng da wo" "wo bu ru di yu sui ru di yu" mutiplication really like u are melting a solid over a bunsen burner with top flame, removing the strong attraction and kills away the bonding and turn out to be liquid. whereby we are not together. centre of gravity is where we meet by physical methods but changing of state is where we spearate by chemical means.i want go kbox ! but now common test week -.- finished maths and english hope i dun do badly. cny week, kinda boring i dun feel the excitement of welcoming this new year.i just cant simply forget the day on thursday 22 feb. i slept the whole day -.-14 feb no date. of course cant get over with it la...at least last year got mah! somemore this year sell dumb flowers, although quite creative la...but i wont buy so last minute cum so expensive -.- cum it not fullproof. it doesnt glow in many minutes time -.- waste of time and effort. i believe that day i use all my pattern liao. agrh..somemore see those couples so nonsense -.- but during thursday cny service 15 feb, pastor preach about relationship..wha power lor. my burden all are lifted up high, i feel so okay. there are still alot for me to learn. i see chemistry during the beat! i see chemistry while joining! moves have started and ended, but so i am still standing at my comfort zone not moving anywhere, its because i am tired -.-one more thing. the chinese zodiac says born in the year of horse not suppose to involve in relationships if not my education? will get affected. hayo ... but i seems like it happening, was reading histroy by luck, and this 3 days in school has never been good. although i can see great visions on friday. people come out with this like: we are 2 different person came from 2 different world, but i believe the world is round. sound sad but touching right? what about the next one: you are the bird in the sky i am the fish in the sea, u will never grow fins to swim i will never grow wings to fly. it totally depressed right...i think that all for now? i think i defintely miss out something, but nevertheless i still have to move on with life.
11:31 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Tuesday, February 13, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
last week totally no chemistry at all ! monday,5feb: no chemistry in games and the games. tuesday,6feb: absent= no chemistry. wednesday,7feb: teacher absent, no chemistry.
thursday,8feb:was late,absence in presence. early morning no chemistry. friday,9feb:O level result day, smile smile and go = no chemistry. saturday,10 feb: chat a little, still no chemistry. sunday,11 feb: ignorance! no chemistry. monday,12feb: no chemistry in games too. violence wont solve situations. today,13feb: got chemistry,but duno how to do practical ! sunday was our fabulous february. i make chessecake =P although got people prefer grace de, also got people love mine =p steamboat, chitchat, eat eat, jokejoke, movie, fellowship, gossips, quarrels, arguements, pack up, go home. grace send most of us home! the car so power lor. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JINGKAI =Dwitness the results was kinda touching la and also tired. i also wish that next year my name will be announce as i get my result.ADVANCE HAPPY VALENTINE DAY 14/2no dates. compared to last year,quite sad? how i wish i can be on a date with you, presenting real and dead rose,roses to you,maybe catch a romance movie, walk with you side by side, strolling to the beach, walking by the shore, feels the wind the waves, looking at the sunset, the bright stars..oops, i forget i will be working at 7pm.. hahas -.-if somebody were to give me roses or chocolates or something or maybe a confession..it might make a difference. as for me, creative ideas need a creative person to recieve that creative gift of lovei really, really wanna let you know.do you want to love me, love me no more
3:47 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Tuesday, February 06, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
this is how we are together: to locate the centre of gravity of an irregular shape is by hanging the shape freely at every corner on a needle cork clamping on the retort stand cover with a pendulium bob.the pendulium shows how "we" are together by locating all the lines from every corner to a point where the centre of gravity of the shape is. i learn in from physics practical. centre of gravity brought us together but if wind blows the shape will be unstable.when i recall the events which suppose to happen but didnt, thinking back sounds funny -.- having vegetarian food during lunch. a movie at the cinema. watching the stars at the beach. and the list goes on.....tears dripping after a phone call. all these little misunderstanding brought so much trouble. my workplace is a nuisence! it kill alot of fellowship de time, communication and also dates example valentine day. i was expecting a date or something la but if impossible than i can forget all about it. rather wasteful cause i plan almost everything leaving the small details cause those should be sun qi zi ran. but someone missing. now so sick, i been as cold as drug addict, as hot as 38 degree, as sexy as kristin (the voice) as niao as nelson (the nose) wha this week so sick man. getting rid of germs, bacteria and etc that harms me and my friends~!ALL I WANTED WAS YOU TO NOTICE ME? who?
1:31 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
