friday night, i ate a regular pan curry chicken, 1,1/2 plate of satay beehoon, n numbers of sea hums, a few sticks of satay, a little batch of duno what fish, and a big coconut. reach home around 12 ++ work at 11 the next day. work till 5, i ate a regular pan meat galore, then went to punggol to hunt's house then to sengkang to play basketball, i said i was not good, but at least i did my best. hunt was pro, reach home around 12 ++ sleep at 1, work at 11 the next day again! as food server, and was busy at the peak period,then do make, then change oil.. make and change oil very "gao nan du" finish changing at 12, then went to eat roti prata, at mr prata near my house.. sent them home, and reach home at 2+ then use computer till 4+ and now, going to work at 11 again !! later going to eat sushi buffet, with terpanyaki for dinner..jet's last day, byebye.. tho she didnt treat me too evil and she love to say, " you miss me ar" *with the phlippino accent* to anyone =/ auntie oh was so nice la..the family car very shiok can? plus she also can teach me alot in many things..i wonder how she tolerate with her smallest daughter, when she slack around at home? when its a super long holiday..interesting peoples.. *when posting this post, computer was halted twice...so content is a little summarise, as it is so piss-ing when early in the morning, the post was not save and time was wasted to re-type*

10:13 AM
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i'll let the music do the talking. and on 26 it was just any other normal day despite its your 16th birthday. i smiled when i see you are fine, i avoid looking far, knowing you've got troubles in your heart. i was not informed either. your smile was ABC, attractive, brilliant and cute =x i gain something, i lose something.. it's fair? ping was right, when u start choosing, you lose. and to be exact i lost. i hope i was the first person you wanted to see after you could open your eyes. april coming, school re-open, ordertaker and star course. what else? april fool? goodnight..

1:45 PM
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i forgotten about alot of things, my principles. i should have do the right thing that i think is right. so i should just work regardless how lazy or hardworking my workmates will be..however, it can be tiring..but hunt was interesting..we will discuss relavent topics, and this caused me to be suspected to be perverted by the four queens in the kitchen..queen sounds old, princesses then..qin was cool, but i drink that..i've moved on in the kitchen..i can do aux2 myself with a little help for the soup..think back, work seriously gave me the trouble..that particular date that i was late for the first time..which was told way before hand.the contradict part was happy due to unhappiness so to create peace,however war occur.even hunt got cold war with his girlfriend..so yesterday that dumb black dog wants hunt to stay till 5 he was smart,rejected that dog and went for his date. it's little too late..i sacrifices a pawn in-order to retrieve that queen..in the end, the pawn was powerful than the queen, the queen was defeated and i lost the pawn and lost the chess game. i realise i finishing the tin of butter cookies while posting this post.its better to work on the day on weekdays, pretty girls =x thats the relavent topic i am referring to.

2:04 PM
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sa looks at me, I fake a smile so she won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet he's attractive, that guy she talks about
And he's got everything that I have to live without

sa talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when she's with me
She says she's so in love, she's finally got it right,
I wonder if she knows she's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

She's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the phone I keep singing, don't know why I do

sa walks by me, can she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
He'd better hold her tight, give her all his love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know he's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I travel home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

She's the reason for the teardrops on my pillow
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
She's the song in the phone I keep singing, don't know why I do
She's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into..

sa looks at me, I fake a smile so she won't see.
(lyrics was changed, for the better of myself)
dislike? then find a better one that can satisfy me, if not go..
3Rs, Replace, Rubbish, Ridiculous

the ending song of 5 centimeters per second...japanese animation that might touched you to tears..
i think i finially know what i want in love, that scene in step up and step up 2..the scene how lenalee save allen and how worry she is..and how azuma create the japan's most tasting bread and hand it over to tsukino..goodnight.

1:11 PM
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我看不开也放不开
因为我曾见过爱情真的盛开
我要等待一直等待
等那一个夜晚从回忆回来
当你拥抱着我那一瞬间
我像飞到空中
而当我缓缓降落我不再是我
我有了梦我在梦中
爱来过来得那么美那么凶
欢呼着从我生命狠狠辗过
连遗憾也都不争气的
珍惜成笑容
爱来过让我完整过幸福过
怎么能轻易就放它走
我不想解脱我只怕错过
我就是要等你回来爱我
ho……
hu……iye iye…
寂寞喧哗我不害怕
因为我只听得见对你的牵挂
世界很大会容得下
我这小小傻傻顽固的信仰
你有没有过承诺我已忘了
那已不重要了
反正我都会守候在梦中守候
我最唯一最美的梦
我就是要等你回来
如果需要动用奇迹来召唤回你
就让泪蒸发下成雪花
和我一起在爱中被融化
爱来过让我完整过(让我)幸福过
爱来过让我完整过让我幸福过

not yet submit poly enrolment...shortage of staffs at pizza hut, that cause the fatigue on me. i am too tired, but without console and is difficult to move.. ping motivate me , so i continued doing cashier...so i came, and end up have to do bar, drink server and cashier -.- are they going to pay me 3 person pay? i doubt so..and that split second that changes,it was so not true. kanda's sour look. =/
dun read, cause its complicated and if u think u understand and its simple, then u are wrong, cause u are thinkin too much..they are just simply words..good night

1:05 PM
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that boots... that i saw at far east.. i, . singapore is a small town -.- didnt expect to bump into her at far east and her friend/s at city link mall.. we are near...but was distant by the crowd, and your impatience gave you away. i felt like i have neji eyes..i dodge thru the crowd, finding small blind spot, to past thru, in order to get closer to you and also saw what was not supposed to.. maybe i think too much. kanda speed was included.. so he can slain that big big akuma on episode 73, his double illusion sword.. wha kao =/ yesterday was first time doing cashier, never short, able to take numerous takeaways, and also help hunt doing bar at the same time... maybe ping was right, take your time and choose a correct onee to date.. am i too rush? even one prawn have the problem with distance, but another problem was her feelings..ping said her father died last night, was wondering whos, but anyway my condolences. when you are near me, it was so far away.. very far. last night was a failure. the fake schedule, was a lie and nobody turn up..even had to sabo me on friday =/ your flirt-ous ways is way too much. the dragging and pulling was linked from the start and its obvious u are happy, although those eyebrown frowns, i know you are happy. dan may be violent but shes a lady kay =) you seems happier if you are someone girlfriend. although she says we have fate being able to see each other, but we are totally perfect stangers that doesnt even bother and just walk by. fullstop!
and when u think about that phrase komui said, gave lenalee a big hug, allen get lots lots of food, prepare blanket for lavi, and the adult will cheers with wine, said you are back after a long day out and lastly kanda's sour look, it felt so warmth.. words can be beautiful, just like when i say i love you.

1:20 PM
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after working 4 consecutive days its finially friday, and friday is sweet. today was normal. on "n" th day... 2 girls from haising came to eat at pizza hut and i took their order. after a few weeks of "n" day. one of the girl came again, and i was happened to be the CSR that day, so i asked does she want to sit at the seat, she sat that day. so she said, you still remember me ar..i very pretty hor? i said ya with a smile on my face. i went for break afterwards and didnt know they left. on monday i was doing bar and drink server.. so i serve to table 108, didnt notice they sat there. so they were laughing, i was intending to say, you again but i just smiled all the way. they still say i resemble their friend, etc..and the funniest part was, that tall girl said..can u dun say as if he was not here.. when they finishing their meals..someone said 108, 3 ice water..i was like -.- so i sent over 3 glass of ice water..so the tall girl say, actually only she want...so only 1..then i stunned, then another girl say..nevermind i take...then i just put down the 3rd glass and say, nevermind la..just have it..so the tall girl say...lazy to bring back right.. funny? they are..too bad didnt know her name.. and they made payment and left.. the next day, 1 of them came...and they came looking for me -.- almost the whole pizza hut knows.. i dun even bothered about them this time..cause the tall girl was not there.. on wednesday another 1 of the 3 on tuesday came.. -.- with 6 people -.- but this time only that girl laughing -.- today..was rotting at home, i guessed. chem teaching was cancelled..i wondered what is the feeling of you being by my side, when i look at the picture..it somehow hurt a little. cayln already watched leap years liao la..irene watch long ago, and cried{not teasing, trying to prove it touching) xinyu also watched with her friends...if distance is the problem, i will deal with distance..and i dun mind travelling, despite i am using adult fare, and it is super ex compared to students kay! ohmy, march holiday auntie chua went to japan..i have to take over her cashier -.- troublesome..i somehow lost some of my senses..


4:11 PM
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i've decided not to be boring, so i decided to post this post, because i actually didnt want to as i have work tml at 9am and i am tired and lazy =x today work was troublesome, because i am supposed to sleep soundly this morning! but no choice, those malays was %@#$#$#! they call them pig! ping was nice as usual la, she wanted to treat me lagsane but dan refuse. and goodness ping birthday coming.. and it clash with the date. hunt was another funny guy. he asked me.. you think are all guys pervert? i said out of 10, 9 was. he asked so am i the 10th one? i said i duno, he added the 10th one is crazy, how can he not be pervert.. hahas...so we continue chatted about other things...so he said... TP girls most of them is supporters of MU "fang ban li" it might not be as hilarious as it supposed to be, cause he dun look like that kinda of guy that will say that.. hahas, but interesting fellow.
I LOVE YOU!

11:25 PM
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1. Name - Tan Eng Sing
2. Birthday - 30 August 1990
3. Height - 168
4. School - TP design school (soon)
5. Best friend(s) -
FAVOURITES
1. High-fashion brand -
2. Food - jia chang bian fan
3. Colour - White
4. Song - chinese pop, japanese animation opening/ending songs and some english?
5. Music - whats dahh difference.? with song? (copied)
6. Number - 7 or 8?
7. Word - no manners? or lol =/
8. Memory - too much to list..every memory got a lesson to learn.
9. Snack - lays salt and vinegar potato chips
10. Person - her! who else?
Q & A
1. Are you happy with yourself? - yes and no. happy that i am living each day, not happy with not satisfying myself in life? it so hard to satisfy human =x
2. Do you wish you could change something about yourself? - of course, to know the opposite gender even better (so i wont face much obstacles in relationship? or rather give a better life for my girlfriend)
3. What's your nicest feature? - body feature? my SMALL hands?
4. Do you wish to have a twin? - NO. i am me and thats all!
5. What's your biggest fear? - failure? or maybe losing something precious.
6. What's your greatest achievement?- to be able to sharpen myself till now...with all the hardwork, hardship and also lesson learnt and taught.
7. Do you want to be famous?- sun qi zi ran will do
8. Do you think you are better than your friends? - maybe to some?
9. Do you think you are trendy? - i feel liek i am doing english comprehension -.-
10. What's your style? - i've got problem doing such questions =/
LOVE
1. Who & when was your first kiss? - ?
2. Do you have a crush? - nopes. but i have someone i love xDD (copied)
3. If yes, what's the last letter of your crush's name? -
4. If no, who was your last crush? - that her?
5. How many ex-s have you had? - 3,5,7,8..(its to complicated to count)
6. If you could erase one of your past relationships, which? - the most painful-est? it ugly and useless to cry for it. however its hard to be erase.
7. What's your sexual status? - ?
8. Do you believe in sex before or after marriage? - sex after marriage would be advised xD (copied) but singapore so.... hais..
9. Do you always get the people you want? - . ?
10. Have you been turned down? - Yes.
CHOOSE ONE
1. Ashley or Mary-kate? -
2. Straight or Curly? -straight
3. Heels or Flats? -
4. Black or White? - White
5. Jimmy choos or Manolo blahniks? - .
6. Louis Vuitton or Chanel? - Chanel
7. Half empty or Half full? - half full
8. Paris or Milan? - paris
9. Skirts or Pants? - Skirts
10. Long or Short hair? - long
choose for what ar? i got a choice not to do this survey acutally, cause quite nonsense but.... how could i, right?

12:23 AM
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