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[x] SEVENTEEN
[x] VIRGO
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[x] PERFECTIONIST

WHAT

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[x] [<3(GIRLFRIEND <3 ME)]
[x] ???FAMILY (=
[x] DESIGN-ED TOPS & BOTTOMS
[x] ANTI-REVERSE PSYCHO

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Sunday, June 29, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

its the end of the 2nd block. i seriously did badly for both modules. i could understand why i did badly for comdi, due to weak in language. i didnt expect that i was equalily as %#$%^@! as architectual drawing. so what if i came out with the persepctive drawing first perfectly, so waht if i was being praised, so what if i protect my paper so much, that i didnt even dare to ruined it myself. as long as nothing was produce on the storyboard, it was equalily as bad as someone who doesnt know the work at all. my work, that A1 drawing could have been thrown down from the 5th floor, if it was shermaine's time when she's in TP. regardless how much midnight oil you have burnt just to produce that work, or how much time u have sacrifice to come out with that idea or how talented are you, without even need to know the slightest thing, it still an incomplete work. i was totally aware. no dimension, no annotation, no shading, no scale, what else ? i didnt even completed sectional drawing! hahas, say goodbye to my distinction? for architectural drawing. i was hoped for a distinction so to cover up my comdi as well as getting into director's honoured list. sorry kelly but i think i can throw this dream away. not that i am super confident that i will get and also not that i cant get over with this. i told myself its over and i cant change the fact. but you wont understand, this is like asking you to eat with your feet when you might having a problem to eat with your bare hands. please understand !
how i wish i could tell u all these right now, not just this, but everything. your ignorance totally shut me off, including your peers that are looking for you. its time i let go the bar that i holding on to. its time for a rest, i'm sorry 3rd block. cheesecake, dating and one piece.


8:39 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Thursday, June 19, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

beginning of the porcupine war. liangying words remove all burdens in me.. and seriously she got the calibre to be a great girlfriend, just that she has yet to find her purpose in a relationship. after all she was a great friend to me ! although we live at both ends in singapore but she knows everything to be a friend. i was touched to tears ! seriously la.
although i still dun get it, what's that lie about. like seriously.
critical point.


2:01 AM

it continues to stain, why?.

Sunday, June 15, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

one that i know 3 years ago, another i know, had to work most of the time together 3 years later. i once promised not to allow anybody to left my world anymore! however 1 was left and a few coming up, i guessed. we just celebrate your birthday last last week. what am i supposed to do ! the only clue that i got was futile, in fact it was a trap that i set for myself. i asked carefully, but was mistaken. "did you all did....." and "it's you who did this right....." they were different right? the first one was more polite then the second, and the first one didnt even have any intention of suspection. okay maybe there is, but its different and i didnt have that intention when i asked ! i just want to find a solution to get back my precious.
the precious that left me, just left me.
why do i have to blog all the terrible things -.- when will i get to post things like, "i am the most happiest person right now", or "a series of happy events had just happened".
i thought i finally found her. the her that shares everything with me. but i was wrong, one small mistake was so big compared to someone who doesnt related to me. my heart was stab till i couldnt bleed.
after all june wasnt a good month, when i thought it was good. you think, i thought who confirm? -.-
critical point.


6:35 PM

it continues to stain, why?.