its the end of the 2nd block. i seriously did badly for both modules. i could understand why i did badly for comdi, due to weak in language. i didnt expect that i was equalily as %#$%^@! as architectual drawing. so what if i came out with the persepctive drawing first perfectly, so waht if i was being praised, so what if i protect my paper so much, that i didnt even dare to ruined it myself. as long as nothing was produce on the storyboard, it was equalily as bad as someone who doesnt know the work at all. my work, that A1 drawing could have been thrown down from the 5th floor, if it was shermaine's time when she's in TP. regardless how much midnight oil you have burnt just to produce that work, or how much time u have sacrifice to come out with that idea or how talented are you, without even need to know the slightest thing, it still an incomplete work. i was totally aware. no dimension, no annotation, no shading, no scale, what else ? i didnt even completed sectional drawing! hahas, say goodbye to my distinction? for architectural drawing. i was hoped for a distinction so to cover up my comdi as well as getting into director's honoured list. sorry kelly but i think i can throw this dream away. not that i am super confident that i will get and also not that i cant get over with this. i told myself its over and i cant change the fact. but you wont understand, this is like asking you to eat with your feet when you might having a problem to eat with your bare hands. please understand !
beginning of the porcupine war. liangying words remove all burdens in me.. and seriously she got the calibre to be a great girlfriend, just that she has yet to find her purpose in a relationship. after all she was a great friend to me ! although we live at both ends in singapore but she knows everything to be a friend. i was touched to tears ! seriously la.
one that i know 3 years ago, another i know, had to work most of the time together 3 years later. i once promised not to allow anybody to left my world anymore! however 1 was left and a few coming up, i guessed. we just celebrate your birthday last last week. what am i supposed to do ! the only clue that i got was futile, in fact it was a trap that i set for myself. i asked carefully, but was mistaken. "did you all did....." and "it's you who did this right....." they were different right? the first one was more polite then the second, and the first one didnt even have any intention of suspection. okay maybe there is, but its different and i didnt have that intention when i asked ! i just want to find a solution to get back my precious.