ya i was boring, so i am still at cny..not exactly, is i am so lazy... so feb was short.valentine day was busy. busy working -.- busy decorating luvberry pizzas for couples or dine-in customers. i was in the kitchen, ignored the Q. i ignored numerous dates too. next year valentine would be better..there are lots lots of pretty girls in pizza hut..i mean those customers..=x but some of them are so crazy -.- cashier was terrible, bar was fun, ordertaking was troublesome, cut was cool, CSR talk too mcuh -.- work was yucks overall. ping was the smart one...her analyse-ation was power. she was a great thinker too.. lazy to elaborate what she've said.. but we chated for hours so u know how long can that be. but if everyone were like her, world peace man..but she is/am short-temped..but its not very obvious la. oops =x p.s i love you on 22/2/08. how could i miss out this man...the show was great, the content of the show was intresting, the ticket person was smart? the seating was cool, the aircon was great and obviously without you the whole day will turn from sweet to bitter.. not sour, cause i love sour.. my salt and vinegar potato chips was finished by my mother again! although i eat those large pieces as she preferred the small ones...she still snatch the bag of chips from me... hahs, but we are not small kids kay =) if i got the power of psychic for a few seconds..how great, at least i wont think so much , wondering what is going on your head. think so much? oh, troublesome.. at least i didnt want to runaway..just like how allen did when he faced a noah, when his innocence already got problem? he didnt runaway, despite knowing his lost.. and even with his innocence/hand broken.. however he could have died without fou, and fou kind words.. and the love for humans & akumas.. his innocence revived..and he was the heart user..how cool. i am so so lazy to think waht i am writing, and am so so confuse about waht i 've been writing..so basically, i just think i have more things that i have to be responsible off...and i am afraid i didnt do a good job, or rather not filled with that responsiblity that i am supposed to have. in anyway i will still do my best in all. so wish me luck and goodnight ! (i think all my post are getting nonsense-er to nonsense-est)

11:52 PM
it continues to stain, why?.

chinese new year was normal..those china friends think so too.. i sympatise them, they couldnt go back to china.. anyway.. ping was so nice la.. she know alot of things also.. she is younger than my sis, and far far more mature than my sis.. goodness.. she said things like, people can offend you, but you cannot offend them, at the very least you wont felt sorry for yourself.. and if u want to do something with your own doing, then do it.. and dun need feel regret, even if that person doesnt repay u, u are satisfy.. however if u expect a return and u didnt...then u only can disappoint..
so i ask her this question..if u were waiting for someone to pick u up on the road (someone u always have in your heart) however there's a taxi who came earlier ( 3rd party / rather another person.) u would take the cab, or will u continue waiting when u dun even know that person will come. she said things like , dun even choose.. make sure u will get home. thats all... the moment u choose, u lose something. its just like either your mother and your wife were drowning / your father and your husband were drowning, who will u save? the answer is dun even make them drown.. make sense?
another thing...if today u wrote your dairy and said maybe tomorrow, i've to work/go school/anything else that is going to make u feel uneasy, suffering... but the fact that what happens tomorrow might not be waht u thought. just like, if i think i have to make 1000 pizzas a day, and worry no one to help me.. and i going to jammed the station and caused lots of customers to be unhappy, but the fact that i am able to managed. (example)
about choosing.. it's no easy job..

even with 2 minutes..i've run out of ideas to make wonders..because u didnt cry because u care.

4:27 PM
it continues to stain, why?.