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Thursday, January 31, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,




feeling kinda useless ,being unable to help upon hearing your break up..but also worth it la, since the way he treated u. no offence, but u will be fine, i guessed. the cuts on my finger was caused by the oven washing -.- troublesome but those chinese in pizza hut missed me =D some nice malay and some people only. when i return last night. the "yi ge ren" song seems to replay in my movie. goodness i have already decided on something, but think, i shouldnt after kinda knowing who it really was.. if i can ask god just one question.. i think he tells me to wait..patience is the key. this 14,i will be like... that song la.. i seriously dun understand why. tomorrow back to work. saturday, orchard with shangyun and his friends. 5 mins - 50 years.


7:32 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Tuesday, January 29, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

27 dresses : love is patience, love is kind, love will make you lose your mind.
i think i am kinda losing my mind... -.- i hope you're alright and i'm alright.
415pm tml. goodnight. 14 feb.....


10:36 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Monday, January 28, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,





goodness, i was like coughing with all my strength. i so afraid i had lots lots of internal injuries..each cough was like a pain in some of the organs.. wish me luck. i throw everything at the JAE application. i dun care what is the result will be, so just give me a course.. january was the worst month i had this year, of course la, first one..so goodbye january and hello february. i have to throw away negative so i can really move on.. just hope valentine's day was not so worst. =) i realise i not yet buy finish my new year clothes..on wed JP was cool, with that salesgirl? anne think so too =x tomorrow, 27 dresses. see ya, your goodnight was not as excited as before.


8:51 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Friday, January 25, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

result day yesterday, bhuang la. the number so big, so u know its not a good news. anyway i decided to go anything for a try as long as i got a course that i desire in tp. sickness has never decrease, in fact getting worst. all i need is your company, u know? i even dreamt u were there, really there. i also tried to erase u away, eraser please. i took the trouble to go to school and bring my folio to show, but was futile. but dun pour cold water can. no good? then do a better one la, and not talk rubbish there. everything was ruined when my mother didnt allow me to buy a bicycle. she didnt allow to let me buy boots =/ what else? ohmy everything seems to go anyhow.. bring it back engsing. i will. o my what am i thinking, buy new year clothes la. get well and go work.. pizza hut is facing shortage of workers.. -.- 1 of the 12 courses please let me have it!


5:47 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Tuesday, January 22, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

elaborate more please. i know i cant keep asking to that user anymore, its way too irritating? goodness la...i dare not speak anything, do anything anymore? i wonder that women's weekly magazine, that particular page was written in truth. somehow it stated.. facts? ohmy.. i dun wish to be the third party kay. anyway work was good and bad. indians and malays suck to the core, but ping and the chinese are nice. i reached my limits on sunday, and i was almost kena fired. monday was terrible. i was cheated there, and work while suffering.. i bearly can eat any rice, when i love to eat them most. i was lying on my bed the whole afternoon today... drinking tonnes of water, but was so hungry so hungry that i became lazy, and hope someone would come.. but no one. i have to get rid of all these, so i wont make a deal with the evil one.. i dun want to become the fallen one. innocence...


10:13 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Thursday, January 17, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

today work was kinda terrible.. i think i really have to find the passion working over there. i think i am going to past my limits..i left when that manager told me, u want to go u go la, when previously she said: its her shift, so i have to work till six regardless waht other manager proven that i can leave at five. sometimes when u are so good at something, doesnt mean u like it. just like maths, i think i am good at it? but i kinda dislike maths probably its because of her? i know i can do well at service, but its not something i like..although i find it a challange to speak to customers, but i think i was paid so little to suffer on those bossy customers. if u are rich, why bother about so many discounts? u can only enjoy a maximum of 1 discount. if u use all the discounts then pizzahut earn waht sai, greedy =/ there are terms and conditions too, u didnt read, i explain to u, u not happy.. dots =/ tomorrow was the petty manager shift. he came back from philippines.. i hoped he dun picked on me again? there's a meeting with the big big boss tomorrow at ten =/ and i was like so super nervous while taking his order...so many procedure to follow, although i was the only one who passed in his eyes, but so... i didnt really care. i got a course from pizza hut early morning at 9 =/ where got enough rest? o, and ya i was late again.. my dreams was shatter once more. shit, i must really get a solution quick! calm down kay..by right i shouldnt be okay, and i guessed tomorrow will sure be affected. i think i dun get to wear that free size bigger type de tee. what should i do? i cant bear to see that image again. you are just like a part of a world to me, if the world is not destroyed and u are.. my world is destroyed too. will u tear over my death? i look so childish over here, thinking about nonsense stuffs =/ i think i'm disgrace just like that time tears flow at pizza hut, tho ping still can say its cute, when it wasnt =/ my face was thrown into many pieces la.. even now. goodnight,


10:42 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Monday, January 14, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

i surely miss those people that used to work with me during their holidays. now they hired a bunch of useless people. i dare say useless, because i think they are super childish than me, not that i super mature but at least get the basic, in life, right! example: want to flirt, flirt when you are not working and not in front of customers la, use brain please. the dual w and the dual y, i think i've forgotten.i wonder how am i going to survive without them at work this week. and last week saturday, i make pizzas kay. not for myself, but for the customers that impatiently seated outside thinking, why aren't my food arriving!! hahas i only make for an hour la, if i work throughout the shift, i can die and cause it jammed, its so so not easy. getting the ingredients right, the topping accurate and and keep the make table clean!! and also dun mix the ingredient while doing pizza. those china people are also funny, friendly.. i kinda sympatise them, they had to work so hard, work with the responsiblity and get so little pay, and they have to get the trouble which is not theirs. i dun really know how to put into words, but use your compassion to feel their hardwork, thats enough. went soup restraunt yesterday, its been so long since i ate white rice !! i also change my phone, finially after using the previous first phone for 3 years this coming april. so its only 2years and x months. and nokia 5610 is my second phone, pathetic? who cares. and i think i am suck at using nokia phones, besides it's my first time.. and i am facing problem the first day.. somebody help! thats all, and thanks for helping me again to post =)


4:52 PM

it continues to stain, why?.

Thursday, January 10, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,

i didnt end last year well enough? and its another year,i am still walking alone on the road. at work, most of my friends seldom came, cause they got school..and it's kinda bored there with those new people.. they are really playful. they duno work is work and play is play.. and still want to act power over there. lucky i got alot of supportors? the first few days of this month.. really goes well with the song hun li. if what i saw was true, i would like to try my luck at kovan popular? so i can applied iodine on those books -.- the song is cool together with that imagine, i feel like i am feeling the same thing as the composer felt that time he attended that wedding. pizza hut have this secret customer, so if u serve well, and pass the test... u will get fifty dollars... so qiao, i am the order taker for that test this month... and it didnt go well 6x% only. at first i thought i was at fault, but they say it wasnt.. anyway no one doubt my capability in there.. and i am doing great during service, however i seriously hate working outside.. i really want to get into the kitchen and get myself useful! however if u are good at outside, u should be outside.. thats what the manager thinks.. o, i nearly missed something... it happened someday i didnt work, had sushi buffet.. and kinda witness something amazing.. was shock but expected? question it, and realise it was so weird? does people come to relationship they are a little blur? i am a little blur when i look at you. anyway life without computer is a little terrible, no communication, no entertainment! animation seems lagging =/ sometimes u think they are not like this, but actually they are like this. and sometimes u didnt expect something, but it has already expected. and sometimes u wont know why u are saying all these, after sometimes u dun even actually care.. look closely into my brain if u want to know what i am actually talking... cause seriously i duno, cause i am not looking into my brain. i just write what i think, cause its a series of events within these 10 days at january.. tp was bored today, probably because i went there and waste time, and didnt filled my stomach.. when i actually can finish a regular pan pizza during break at pizza hut.TP HERE I COME ! although i still not quite sure what course i want. i msut be strong, and everyday is a happy day for me. please?


6:05 PM

it continues to stain, why?.