Truth - Arashi
okay so its new year three days ago.. in the new year, i have got to jog bedok reservoir once per week, work 1 of the weekend and get myself a faithful, sensible girlfriend? beautiful! okay i am not that great to suit with that kind of person.. had been playing left4dead the past few days, ended up getting sicked. its the first time, i am experiencing cold and hot at the same time, a high fever? of 38.8 degree celsius? continuous banging of the head, and shivering from head to toe, all the time. wth, and i fall sick at the right time -.- i have to rush my p1, while the plotting room, was shut.. well i fail my p1? its isnt fair to request for additional time, when i have 3 full weeks, 2 to be exact.. like real i would say taht.. o CDS, i forgot to select -.- what else, u also left me just like that, without telling? alright maybe u dun have to tell.. its me who got to tell, and was slow during the process. so i have to permanently say goodbye to u ? which i hate it to the core.. i so so seriously want to break that curse la, 4 years more -.- i thought it was dengie fever, o my the brain was hurt due to the heat.. could even spell it right. if it is, then i would have ended my life? if its not, how am i going to survive? its a long day for 5th jan, will i be able to make it ? and that dream was real.. i guessed you probably didnt believe it. the last time: 26dec08

2:58 AM
it continues to stain, why?.