I have 24 hours a day, I am sure I will be able to cope with everything. "So when you're feeling kind of mixed up, just remember it's a mixed up world. And if you're feeling life is just too tough, just remember you're a real tough girl." Take control girl! Take control! I'll make it work! Make it work!!
okay, i am not a girl, because i took it from somebody's blog. name defintely is private. got to keep that person's privacy. anyway, i got helped from her.. and i really thankful and appreciate for her help. however i know my limits, i couldnt do everything and anything to help her.. she's facing something, something so tough that i might not be able to. i am not sure will she cope it this time, but i want to believe she can. because the phrase that i copied out, told me she can. and she can.
so since she can, why cant i right? ya, everyone will faced their own problem. and i came out a conclusion years ago that, when u deal with a problem this big, another problem with a bigger issue will come after u have deal with that previous problem.. alright, mine came.. keep coming. maybe i always complain was because i need a break. i am someone who doesnt like to work hard, but will if i am needed.. but sometimes didnt really quite sure the timing. conclusion i want to enjoy life. alright i just cleared my p1, which i should have done it weeks ago. i felt ease, thanks joo for the help, maybe prayers.. i duno, that i would be able to recover from some illness, i 've never experience before and the "uncompletable" p1.. i will make full use of 09 and kick those increadible's butt. the new RGM that i didnt really like, was sacastic. of course i am trained to be a cashier, and well trained for your info.. i terribly mistaken that upside-down note kinda problem, was because i didnt done that before..however people do need eat to get strength right? i hope u give me and the rest food, like whoever that can eat.. or whatever, and not throw them away, instead of giving us.. i'll see how u survive in TMPH, while i will only work the most once per week. okay, its been a week since sch open, and i am adapting to it, while ignoring practically.. incorrect, practical. anw, i got a new eye candy.. IAD eh? the course that i wanted to go.. too bad, we are not fated in that sense. as for LJ, i should calm down since 010109, because its not the first time i am facing the same situation.. but i still hope to get an explaination from you. i will still keep that pen, and try very hard to prevent that pen from losing, becasue thats the remaining link between us. i hope to continue keeping that sense of belonging, because i didnt want to lose you but had to. new year, new surrounding, new people, new expectation, new changes. engsing is not going to lose, he will be strong enough to continue his single life! i believe. totally.

4:49 AM
it continues to stain, why?.