2nd dec, it wasnt my day.. i planned to go school early and go to work in the afternoon, so as i do not have to go early to school on wednesday to complete my model, but i fail, as i couldnt wake up and the alarm didnt wake me up. my world seems to switch the other way round, its been awhile since i see the sunrise.. so i decided to walk to work early, so i could eat.. who knows, i thought i wouldnt be so lucky, but i got caught and fined for jay-walking-.- am i lucky or waht? so later, i do cashier and didnt eat -.- and i thought i could just slack there and supervise wk, who was the cashier trainee for the day.. but i got news from others that it would be his last day today. it happened too sudden, too quickly.. i asked whats the reason, and he told me something else, well.. he said i am good to realise it was a lie tho.. and he thanked me alot throughout this journey working.. although i didnt teach him everything i got but i am thankful to taught him something.. it was really sad, so sad that its probably the first time i am so .. i mean somethin to a guy, not that i am gay...but maybe we interact as if we are real brothers.. so i drank tiger responsibly, and treat liquor.. but he didnt join, and whats shock me was, we are actually neighbours, as in we live 2,3 blocks away.. to be exact its just next to it.. we could have go to work, and go home together.. zm too.. small world. thank goodness i was there for his last day, if not i wouldnt know what to do, besides he did this becasue of his girlfriend.. and obviously he's not happy, noble? i dare say he's good, he got plans for the future, scholarship for 4 consecutive years and had a beautiful girlfriend, with a chio figure.. what more does he lack.. i really wish i would have a girlfriend who will be so worried about me while working, and didnt want me to work due to the hardship or rather stay by my side or maybe also wait for me after i finish my work and we walk home holding hands..till the next time.. as for c, too cheap le la, but i always believe i could help her, and i want to help her..but i am so afraid shes beyond help, and this post is getting long... but who cares. i wont get the Q for lj? maybe.. i enjoy sharing the cake with you.. maybe i wouldnt have the same taste again if i ate that cake.. and sorry peeps for not going school for like so long..hope i didnt create additional worries.. till then.