crap =/ i sound pathetic. when you are upset, all you've to do is just turn them upside down. whatever tragic past, you just've to deal with it yourself. experiencing time traveler, what'll i become ten years later? ten years is a long run down the road, and if i am still the same then probably i am dead. floor plans? something i am so confident about earlier, was nothing important anymore. maybe after all just do what you've to do and clear up the mess is much more easier. it's been decided again.. so please dun call me that name... i dun fit to be one right now. with this cross mind and the indecisive decision, please dun messed with me. however japanese animation didnt stop running.. alright, since 4.5 years is kinda true, and i can change the fact maybe its time i put this thing down for awhile.. how true? this true. khgfcvbnjhg la
4:45 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
this song always made my day. its the 3rd opening of khr. i must really learn the 6 vongola guardian each ability. sun guardian- ryohei - EXTREME thunder guardian- lambo - act gong, people will thought you good, when ur playful.. storm guardian- gokudera - intelligence, mid attacker good with obstacles rain guardian- yamamoto - calm thinking, optimistic; belief mist guardian- chrome - illusion; looks can be deciving cloud guardian- hibari - ONLY'VE IMPT PPL IN HIS EYES, THE REST ARE NOTHING. sky guardian- tsuna- vongola blood = instincts.
why la, i want to break that so call curse that i got this instincts which is kinda powerful. i really want to drive car and sent you home, but i guessed i would never get that chance. 500 gone=/ why doesnt she tell me..if i didnt get to spot that letter, o man.. x bottles or liquor/beer/wine/alcohol also wont help liao.
3:47 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
okay, this month so many people's birthday and i simply did nothing some, they dun even recieve my sms, or phone calls or jsut 2 words, happy birthday kinda pity them? nah~ because i was forgotten in their world too and sometimes, i should just delete them in my world too when you are so sensitive to everyone, you would want to protect everyone even they are bad to you, but please please dun expect they will be sensitive towards you, they probably do not even care are you worrying about them at all. one great example, partner's puppet. i control you, you control me... ass la, thats not love, please quickly grow up, so you wont suffer so much. *i'm not saying i grew so much -.- 1nov, sihui 2nov, shuzhen 3nov, tien2 & baoyi 's birthday, outing? MIA 6nov laura 12nov irene 13nov sheralyn 15nov belinda 16nov lisa 18nov seowchean 19nov barry 21nov wani 23nov alvin&nigel okay, so many kay -.-
3:39 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
i am a greedy person, i want girlfriend, i want money i want intelligence i want love i want sleep i want ipod touch i want psp i want digital cam i want labtop i want my own house i want buy car i want fetch my girlfriend" home by car i want have acne free face i want slimmer i want lose weight i want eat as many thinsg i want i want eat home cook meals and i want you
notice you wont get waht you want normally. hahsashahsah siao ting dong
3:37 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
alot of things to worry. i dun need weight gainer, my weight keep increasing !!-.- i am still single my grades sucks to the core. i am sensitive towards my lectuer not liking my works. therefore, lousy grades, lousy GPA -.- kkk, maybe dun care will feel better. a designer once said: when you duno anything, just do only, so you wont afraid its wrong or not, if you know what to do, then you do it wrongly, wha jialat. i seriously think i now dun care liao. i can work, play even datelines are near, do my things not very serious but kinda serious. i keep thinking my mother paying the fees, although i have to pay her back...but its like if i didnt do my best, isnt i am like waste her money? but when i did my best, and i get shit results, not that i say i am the best la.. but my hardwork please.