alright, i could have catch some sleep few hours ago, but went to watch one piece and decided to post. i am not moving to yishun after i graduate already. mother was unable to get loan from the bank and the government. she also had her problems while getting that flat, she also had to think about me and my sister's future. can only buy flat with CPF twice or something liek that -.- wt, well, tampines was better since i know the place better, but it will be tough living here. the constant rent accumulates, she says when i work, then buy house. how long will that be? when i graduate 2 years plus, after my army another 2 years. after i find a job, had stable income? 1 year? who knows. what should i do? design life, already took up half of my asset, half of my sleeptime and half of my .... its almost everything! shitty life.
i told someone, i was about to die. might not survive the remaining 2 years plus in design life, or might die halfway that kind of nonsense. i know its damn negative, and it totally sound like the old engsing, that is not my thoughts ! they are my zi jue, hope its not true for this! anyway the reply was it would never happen, and a bye see you around with a big smile , =D like this. i know u are nice, but you know la.
after this week of my well plan schedule for my own, i will kick butt when i get the results and i will enjoy my holidays! just you wait and see.
o , and tu zi 's drummer is damn chio, damn cute! and so cool when playing the drum, okay bye shitty post!

3:46 AM
it continues to stain, why?.