you are not that assassin therefore you are different. when i took a few more looks at that picture, i realise we are not as close as in the picture but as far as the distance between each planet. so what if i now summon a spaceship and fly to your planet? my rocket will tell me, selfdestruct in 10 seconds. i seriously wanted to give up architectual rendering. not that i cant do well, is just that ... i duno, but i am aware that , this should be what i like, colours. talk about colours, i always wanted how i should stroke my brush so i could make your life colourful every second. irritation ruins all the hardwork and intelligence. fate and destiny was destroyed or it never even existed before. so it wasnt her? the line on my palm have yet to shown the left her. i will keep searching and keep searching so that she can slap me and wake me up, so i could really focus on architectual rendering, which i am not suppose to do badly again ! wake me up, so i could add colours to my drawing and to our life. i met nice and bad people along the way. purpose, dream. me.