when u are running, no one can have the same pace as you, its the same in everything. maybe you couldnt catch up and you are forced to exceed your limit. that is where friends became strangers. when u start talking, i never get bored and the lines seems like its joining on its own. i'm sorry to those who lent their stuffs or skills to me on rendering, because i didnt make full use of them but in fact wasted it on that A3 paper. i wonder where my purpose has gone to, i couldnt even search for myself. i just want a simple life yet i think i complicate it myself. did i sound harsh? your ignorance completely shut me down, i doubt u are reading these too. i am having a hard time in all areas in my life right now, and i just couldnt find my support in the vast ocean and the harsh climate.
