awhile ago i was having a hard time pressing my password to enter blogger. on thursday night when to work after tut, then go chalet. on friday when to movie marathon. kungfu panda, its a boy girl thing and you dun mess with the zohan. on saturday night, when pub, for the second time. on sunday morning, i was bloggin half sobber, if thats the right word. its a boy girl thing is nice, super nice. its not just the sexual humour part, but the romance, the dreams was cool ! when u start drinking, i think truth will started to spilt out. i spilted out, however it doesnt worked out. i expected too. only magnetic items will attract to a magnet. however i am just a piece of crappy wood. oh well, at least its time i stand up myself, knowing it wasnt you who should wake me up with a big tight slap and continue working hard for architectual rendering, so i could still fight for a place in director's list? hahhahas, i hope i am not dreaming -.- cause i was just back from that noisy place. i thought i could control myself, but alcohol seems to control me. i shall get a hold of myself, besides i was making a complete fool of myself a few hours ago. =/ it was fated, as the palm says, the lines not yet joined. but i was happy that i finally was myself ! it was not easy to be a complete human, but i am trying my best, i hope u could see.