Thursday, May 01, 2008
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
shit week, dun need wait till sunday, i already know =/
the plan i wrote last week, was bowlshit..
monday, i was too tired to wake up...so i only like do for awhile at school library.
then geokteng helped me at night...then i didnt sleep for the night, till tuesday morning i go to school EARLY to do...i didnt have enough time... and the tp so niao...say i use the computer have reach the limit quota -.- i am doing assignment, not play stupid games -.- thank goodness caiyun lent her mine..still couldnt finish la..so went to design school printing room to print...they print shit things...can have missing pages, i was so not in the mood, so i just accused someone took it in my heart to make me calm.. so i go to the lecture room LATE.. submit whatever i have and he gave me assignment 2 -.- and after the tutorial he gave assignment 3 -.- i had 2nd half of star workshop..so dan was so kanjiong -.- i nearly pissed la =/ took taxi, that ^@$%@# driver so no manners la, and keep stepping break =/ and he so noob, dun even know where is siglap pizza hut, i also duno where la...but i know somewhere around there...and he's the taxi driver lor -.- know your job kay..so i was not suppose to be there =/ but thank goodness the RGM tested me...actually i thought she gonna fail me..but thank goodness i had a wonderful service..-.- i still not yet eat since morning that day..went to store and eat a regular cl3 hawaiian..then start work, clear a few table go home -.- wednesday, today...go to stupid orchard road..i got datedue for deferment and phone bills.. i paid that $xxx phone bill -.- wha, heart pain..3 months due la -.- and i didnt make it in time to submit the deferment thing for like 1 hour -.- i have to go NS -.- if not they sue me ? cause i didnt defer !! was ^%@#^@#$@!$%$@ la
okay 30 april was anne's birthday celebrated at jurong point swensen..
back to orchard road -.- monday i have to like present assignment 2 -.- and agrr i so no mood kay !
wendy said it took courage to say i love you, but i think anybody could said that easily.. geokteng helped me with the ppt, and its like...so rare for her to helped la..people is A level graduate okay =/ and shes only 1 year older than me.. and she said she will helped me if i needed.. vicki said if i have troubles can let her know..and she said, everyone is searching for their second half..some people had relationships while finding, and having the breaksup and attached...she said mine was different...at least i didnt have to suffer like them..o and i thought i can like talk to wendy since, its like holiday the next day but she didnt online... okay my main point is , there are so many nice girls...none suits me =/ still got alot people can stand by me la...i'm so touched la...but do anyone know, i want to tear now ? nobody can help me with this... i simply cant wait any longer, no way !
tml labour day, working .... then think friday and satuday rush assignment liao la
then sunday work, cause have to ? then is like my week gone jsut like this...i not yet watch forbidden kingdom la =/ later surely no more....
and i also want to take singapore flyer u know? u duno -.-
oo i nearly forget aslieen was nice too, at least she'll be there for me too..
and i realise my last time de best friend, actaully backstabbed me long ago, and i like jsut know a few hours ago -.- i said last time, was becasue we walked towards different direction in life, and also he acutally said that =/ so any kind of people also got -.- i hope clement isint like this, and i know he surely not.. he's like the only person i communicate in class la? the rest ? i can even tell u those cliques 1,2,2,3,3,3(3,3,2)the rest ? some i can see the fakeness ? dun let me see rubbish people anymore.. o and my destiny was to wait wait wait and duno wait how long till i find another partner, another destiny was to do do do do , do all the assignment given way way before the dateline, cause my last minute attitudes killed me big time ! and another destiny for me, is to work work work work work, cause pizza hut got like nobody working for them, and i also become a star liao =/
i seriously no mood la this week, so the post will together go with the no mood side, with those ^@$%@$! attitude....
sometimes is no good , to know yourself so well, i know myself quite well... i know my weaknesses, i know some of my strengths but so ? no one notice them ? go bang wall la =/
%@#$@!@!5
4:21 AM
it continues to stain, why?.