chinese new year was normal..those china friends think so too.. i sympatise them, they couldnt go back to china.. anyway.. ping was so nice la.. she know alot of things also.. she is younger than my sis, and far far more mature than my sis.. goodness.. she said things like, people can offend you, but you cannot offend them, at the very least you wont felt sorry for yourself.. and if u want to do something with your own doing, then do it.. and dun need feel regret, even if that person doesnt repay u, u are satisfy.. however if u expect a return and u didnt...then u only can disappoint.. so i ask her this question..if u were waiting for someone to pick u up on the road (someone u always have in your heart) however there's a taxi who came earlier ( 3rd party / rather another person.) u would take the cab, or will u continue waiting when u dun even know that person will come. she said things like , dun even choose.. make sure u will get home. thats all... the moment u choose, u lose something. its just like either your mother and your wife were drowning / your father and your husband were drowning, who will u save? the answer is dun even make them drown.. make sense? another thing...if today u wrote your dairy and said maybe tomorrow, i've to work/go school/anything else that is going to make u feel uneasy, suffering... but the fact that what happens tomorrow might not be waht u thought. just like, if i think i have to make 1000 pizzas a day, and worry no one to help me.. and i going to jammed the station and caused lots of customers to be unhappy, but the fact that i am able to managed. (example) about choosing.. it's no easy job..
even with 2 minutes..i've run out of ideas to make wonders..because u didnt cry because u care.
