christmas was ruined. yesterday work was partially out of control. that manager whom everyone's hate that shows favouritism only to me.. was out of no choice, ask me to work service as i was supposed to do wash. so i work without emotions, but still greet customers as usual. i almost ignored everyone there, i only spoke few words only to those nice people, like orh, ya, okay. etc.. this year is kinda going finish like waste. the remaining days for the week, i been working.. and its like new year eve and new year... will that day turn out to be the last minute of joy after the darkness i've walked? after all, yesterday i was kinda beaten by your smile.. although situation has a little changed, but i still know you wasn't ment for me? right? 2008 i'm not going to live in agony.. i will find joy with someone. maybe you? again?
