christmas was ruined. yesterday work was partially out of control. that manager whom everyone's hate that shows favouritism only to me.. was out of no choice, ask me to work service as i was supposed to do wash. so i work without emotions, but still greet customers as usual. i almost ignored everyone there, i only spoke few words only to those nice people, like orh, ya, okay. etc.. this year is kinda going finish like waste. the remaining days for the week, i been working.. and its like new year eve and new year... will that day turn out to be the last minute of joy after the darkness i've walked? after all, yesterday i was kinda beaten by your smile.. although situation has a little changed, but i still know you wasn't ment for me? right? 2008 i'm not going to live in agony.. i will find joy with someone. maybe you? again?
1:57 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Monday, December 24, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
today is christmas eve. but dun even feel like its christmas the next day. work was defintely fierce.. but good news, i went into the kitchen and do cut. cut pizza kay, dun play play.. i wonder will tomorrow be a special day, more special than those previous years.. please make memory memories. drink server is tiring.. but enjoyable. logcakes log cakes log cakes............ anyway, i can only hope for tonnes of christmas gifts.. thats all la, i also duno what else to write. just so many things happened that i duno how to write.. oh, and ya.. christmas service on 22, shopping at changs.mavis said, is changs not tangs -.- merry christmas =)
thanks qh for helping me post this entry! cus i can't get access to blogger..
12:34 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
Friday, December 07, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
work was tired, with you i'm at ease. i will do anything to keep your radiant smile, even if i have to make myself like a fool. =)
12:38 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
your cheerful smile, your foolish laughter, made my day..
2:17 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
Wednesday, December 05, 2007
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
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1:06 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
soo many things happened, i worked for a week on monday already! things are good and bad, but i focused on the good. i am getting more optimistic kay. prom was okay, tho they focused on the dance, which i duno how. didnt took much pictures too, will upload when i got the time. 2 different individual.. the adorable and the attractive. the attractive is a little fierce?with anyhow mood, consider moodswings? however was kind at times. the adorable was cheerful and cute, but if things were to happened, its the first time. been working so hectic last week, i really wonder how are you. i intend to worked not only for the money, to keep me busy but to actually stopped myself from the pain. even now it was still painful but you will always live in my memories.. d gray-man was cool, lenalee was love! so so many things to said and elaborate la... kinda lazy, off to animation. goodbye&hello. good afternoon to work tomorrow =)