that may be the last time we chat, about a year ago. i always believe that i'm going to recieve your call one day & chat throughout. fourteen, i am only left with fourteen days to look at your face, your back, your person. i'm really gonna missed it, probably for good! i really hate it but have to part it. graduation day really amazed me, i've grown and changed. you saw it? you feel it? it's probably not the question anymore. the greatest regret during my secondary school life which caused the butterfly effect, somehow settled down by cookies. thanks for making memory to memories. i fall sick at this critical period, right now and i cant even finish eating a meal. all i need was support from people whom i loved and loved me, including you?
time indeed speaks all truth, however they are ironies in life.

i can concerntrate on nothing.
with black and white eyes...
i only earnestly...
there is nothing i can do for you.
at that time,
what was i impressed
what was i satisfied?
and how had i understood myself?
don't go anywhere.
please don't go anywhere.
i injured you without noticing
with my unexpected words
i had said to you
what will i look for next?
don't go over there.
please don't go anymore.