today is the last day of july. everyone knows -.- during english, everyone suppose to say something about your idea home plan. i didnt complete drawing it, so i just use waht i have. everyone have "everything" in their own house. so i said a different thing, like " i dun need to have all the luxuries? like ??? i dun need to own a house as large as ??? and dun need to buy a large car like ???. i made myself sound practical at the same time romantic. i bring in this verse, which i remembered from lisa. when the limo breaks down, hold my hand and lets take the public bus.
i didnt brought my brain to school. can u imagine after 2 weeks of not enough sleep, during SS common test, i slept like nobody elses care. i even planned to submit blank paper, but didnt. at least i wrote the inference part for the essay question =x that was defintely easy, just waht you think about the question. didnt went for recess, therefore had lunch in school canteen. coincidence never stopped appearing in my life. CUPS! UMBRELLA! alright, you dun have to know waht i am talking. had geography banding at the library. i admit i wasnt paying attention, i was reading this book that warren pass to me. it was "love letters.... bla bla bla" i always dun remember long story book titles. so i actually read those main contents.. GOOD! that how it ended.
during english lesson, i was suppose to draw my dream house, when i drew my dream living room plan halfway, i stopped. mrs tan told us how she know her husband. it starts with.... mrs tan likes tall guy, but her husband was not a tall guy. only 16x cm. so how did they... it was when they were together, her husband was good in english. so he will like always write cards to her. cards are like send to her office and not give her personally. he also gave mrs tan books. her first book was "too close too... someething" couldnt remember. the front page, where the author writes the name, was full of her husband's words.. that how from 16x cm can become 17x cm or even 18x cm. she also added, he played the guitar during some thingy at the office. she said he know how to play the guitar, cause he was the leader. i am sure she was saying cell group leader. that where it becomes 19x cm. about the book, her main point was... communication is important. if starting arouse with physical contacts, and communication was lack... that when, cold wars appear, situation get worst and diavorce could even happen.
english lesson was suppose to be fun today. it was designing your own dream home.. and i have to do my 'duno when' de homework =/ it was then i realise? was my dream, taken away by someone? physics banding was worst. i cant even do a very simple sum. was not easy to do those question already, but it more difficult when the surroundings was noisy but it even more hard when i myself was distracted in the mind/heart, at first. had dinner with thyewhye, we sure talk alot. i felt good talking about it, although the outcome was sad? but it really bring back sweet memories.
how ironic... i just learn how to have a good night sleep, and i was ruined by last night... due to couldnt sleep well. obviously i know better then anyone else, what cause it.. but it useless.
if there's one seat just beside me, will you come and sit beside me and join me? if there's one seat beside you, can i sit beside you and join you?
limits. i reached my limit. mr pay is nonsense, tell lies to my mother -.- i didnt do his work, cause i duno how to do. i sleep because i was not suppose to do anything, therefore sleep la. i didnt sleep during his banding remedial, but he say i slept -.- he dun even trust me.