Monday, September 11, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
today first day of school was nonsense, probably i do not have enough sleep. seriously i dun feel alright today. starting with the late coming of 28, causing me end up must take mrt to school -.- wasted some cash of course. after 1 week of holiday, i finally get to see taht ngee ann girl. she too attractive la. i couldnt get my eyes off her. she did look into my eyes, becasuse i looked into her eyes. her eyes are beautiful, too beautiful la. i didnt do physics and maths paper. mrs tan was disappointed. alamak, i really wanted to give up la. there so much i havent consider. i still duno what i want in life, too many changes happened suddently, i have to make changes in my future too, so that i will be adapt to waht happened and cause the changes. maybe ITE is the life i wanted? i dun think so...3 more weeks, to major exams. i recall when we took our MT N level paper, i was like walk in calmly, others was like, feeling stressed or confident and me i was like that kinda heck care attitude. my friend told me, a friend of ours has turn to a gay. my friend said, he's sad la. see a friend of his for so long and he just change from a boy to a gay.. a friend of mine also change to a lesbian. alamak, i feel sad too la. is like my friend from a girl change to a les. wish her/him luck la.
10:04 PM
it continues to stain, why?.