Sunday, September 10, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOONKHINHAPPY BIRTHDAY CHERYL
yesterday while celebrating for waihong was not very satsifying. first i wasted money for transport second i am disappointed with the trip, no alchohol. but someone must be more disappointed than me. i feel sad for him, although i once was in his shoes now. but i seems to have nothing to talk to him, but just some advise only. cold war is a serious war than u see in fights, bloods, dead people. cold war doesnt involve in any fighting, it just some war that does not require any action that hurts people's mind, soul and the heart. and we are the victim. although yesterday didnt enjoy. today i did. we meet up, suppose each person drinks per bottle. waihong says it taste so bitter, so i finish the remaining for him. end up i think i reek with alcohol and it somehow stinks. so i drink bubble tea to neutralise, end up was too full, i voimitted at the bus stop together with my lunch. my mama cook "chicken porridge" -.- lucky there public toliet. anyways was just awake from a nap. i have serious headaches. my head keep spinning like, u just luanch a spinning top with great force. so my sentence structure or the language was like terrible. but all i want to say was, i am really not feeling okays, seeing things i wont want to see, and it happening right in front of me all the time. and when i ask, i dun get the answer waht i wanted. waht the hell is the world going on..? i dun seems to know.school holidays end so fast. school re-opening, i wont want to go school, i afraid to face the exams, becasue i know i am not able to make it.today is your birthday, but who cares u dun even bother, whether i am your friend or not, but i know a secret about u. if i let u know, i wonder will u still treat your that best friend, a friend or will u still continue treat me like shit. your friend did something cunning.what would u think about this person, if he/she took a picture of u, without letting u know? or he did ask u permission, and he gave it to someone else. maybe that someone elses, u wouldnt want to let him/her have it. anyways someone did have your picture. and it obvious. u wouldnt suddently gave someone. it a snapshot, and until now u probably wont know. i am worry for u, worry for other peoples too.
9:06 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
