Tuesday, September 05, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY RONALD 3/9HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY HAKIM 4/9HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINHUI 5/9i guess things have come to the end with conclusion... finailly u spoke true words from your heart, afterall i am still the main cause. u mistaken me taht i am good, but actually u saw the true me which i am bad, which u agree together with the others.i always wish to love someone..loving somone requires that person to commit is difficult. i always trying to be smart, because i am smart in some ways, even mrs tan said i am smart. but i guess i am too smart... to cause all these troubles.. vicki was right a woman's heart is as deep as an ocean.. i always think i understand woman to a certain extend, but i think there much much for me to learn and know. i fear to commit another mistake in future for any relationships. as a perfectionist i always want the best and always perform at my best. so i cant really accept failures, if not i might get utterly disappointed. which it describes my feelings now.
wonderful stories will always come to the end. how i wish i still could hold my pen and continue writing down stories, chapter by chapter..but i have to stop now..times up which means. promises are broken, dreams are forgotten, story ended..my chinese paper was screwed due to lag of time, i think i need some time managment.tomorrow chinese listening and social studies paper will even screwed -.- even luck from the most luckiest person might not save me.people say the next relationship would be better then the one before.
hope my next relationship would be better then the one before.
2:05 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
