Wednesday, August 09, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPOREHAPPY BIRTHDAY ASHIKIN =Ddisappointment starts early morning yesterday and today.. all datings was cancel due to......i duno what excuess they have or what they really busy with..but i am understanding =Di really wish i am so innocent like a kid..because ignorance is bliss. but i dun seem to mastered taht. maybe because i am the kind of show care and concern to people de guy.. if u are my friend please bear with it..if u cant the fuck off? erms i dun wish taht to happen to, but if it must happen in some point of extend..then so be it..i keep worry for some unnesscary stuffs..hope things wont turn out the way i think..the only thing that can work me out today was this conversation with vicki..i think she wake me up to some extend..anyways shes great..erms..but the conversation with her..if the girls in the whole world heard it..they would defintely hate me..she still can talk to me with a smile..hopes she alright too..maybe all the datings cancel during this public holiday was maybe fate..asking me to really open my book..but i dun even have the mood to really study..think i gonna fail my up coming exams..although that card gave me some motivation..but i some kinda lost all my confidence..
12:07 AM
it continues to stain, why?.