FUCK i have had enough of this.. why are there so many factors..in life..why cant i live with simple and carefree life.. how i wish i had my own house..everyday stare at those clouds moon and stars..and maybe with my future wife..doing romantic things which u dun see everybody doing it..example cooking together? why lies and misunderstanding could happen at any situations..why people love to lies to defend themselves..or misunderstand the topic or question..why people thinking running away situation will solve their problems..example ignoring.. there nothing i can do..cause i dun hold the key..but if i hold it i wont let it happen..cause by doing all this u all are suffering too. had to worry on how should u face the consiquences or worst dun even bothered..and continue pushed the responsibility..humans are selfish and indeed they are tomorrow my love life not bad leh..but recently always not bad..nothing seems to show..i think i need love..if not i would not be looking for years..-.-