Thursday, June 08, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
today went for dnt..while was not very glad..cause alot of effort that has been done..on that material..is suppose to discard -.- waste my effort of getting cut and burn.. told my teacher can i come back..and do when school reopens so i wont get to join the class..he say you came during the holidays to do why should i punish u..then i told him..but what if i cant complete..he just say u can complete de..cant be bothered think tomorrow not going for dnt..i find its a waste of my time.. he keep saying i dun understand why u will have such thinking..then say why msut i make my artefact so complicated so perfect..is like..that will satisfy and improve people lifes..that what a designer suppose to do? was he still continued and i dun understand why u dun want to go to class is like other subject is more important then dnt..then i told him..even if what i do i will fail my N level..is like my mid-year results shows..then he say u havent fight the battle say u lose..u surrender..while as for that no one will understand waht i want? i want a good future..even i passed N i will fail O in the end i waste so much time on just a diploma..or maybe just a cert..is like..i will cause my family to suffer..agrh...things happen agains?
was budget..so eat cheap food..went to my house nearby de new renovated de coffeeshop..while that person..was like so good? ask me sit down and wait..then later say sorry arr make u wait so long ...lol..anyways was not full la..hungry now~ watched channel 8 de dramas...7 oclcok and now watching 9 oclock de..i didnt know i can eventually get so into the show..was pissed with those bad guys..and admire those ..loving couples..how sweet..wish i could have good memories too..hehe x)
9:01 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
