Thursday, June 01, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
OMG..how will u feel if people lied to you..many times.?
a person eventually lied to me? saying weird stuff...taking bus, passing by lots of places equal going alot of places? and why being so secretive..i am NOT THINKING TOO MUCH...i dun think equal i dun plan...i dun plan equal i get cheated..example lies..still not enough the sitaution is different..waht more lies u still want to say..
people tell lies either to getaway from situation or dun want to get me hurt..
i dun think u are getting away from situation...neither get me hurt..cause..u lie i feel more hurt..
anyways..waht the point to keep crapping and shout everything i want here..i still have to solve it but how? and i didnt expect u to tell lies to your best friend in school too..
the moment when u so call lied to me ..u ask me am i telling lies taht time...that moment i find u are cute..and thought u wont lie..but u lie..and u may lie to me..
in this world..it suffering to survive? i am suffering..hope things does not happen waht i thought it was..but when i know this bad news? i had a bad feeling deep down my heart..is feeling of fear..and..duno how to describe..
i also fear lots of things..out friendships..or maybe relationship..it all something i must build it strong..to reach my dream..
strong attraction of force inbetween solids..is waht i want in any friendships or relationships > so we be able..to face everything together?
elements steals electrons to become noble..just like people want to be noble..they tends to ..get waht they wanted..and throw away waht they not wanted..just for themselves..
human are selfish ~
too stress over dnt projects , people problems , my own problems , money problems..and lots more? which i may not know...
11:01 PM
it continues to stain, why?.
