Sunday, June 25, 2006
we even lost sight of things we've seen before,
ARGH...
tomorrow school starts..
got a feeling of going and not going..
school is something i like and i dun like..
how i wish life could be more meaningless without going schools..
anyways while i went back to work..
hahas after 5 days of resting and rotting at home..
while kinda miss those people like joshua,remington,lianjie,jeremy..
those aunties and captains..
but i heard that jeremy,lianjie,brendon..they are not working already..
joshua going soon..
alan and remington maybe left before the prelims..
while i duno should i stay anot..
i afraid it may affect my results..
but even if i stays at home i may not study..
so waht the point..
anyways that gal from the bar..
was kinda not bad..
and there another one..
also not bad, she even smiled when she look at me =X
but it total impossible..i am just dreaming,
while someone holds a birthday party at fisherman village...
erms they heard taht the cake cost $200 plus..
it just a cake -.- 200 dollars -.- that robbing..
anyways those people are rich cant be bothered..
joshua bring $300 to work -.- bring so much for what when i only bring $6 how pathetic...
while when i didnt work those days..2 captians had bitten by crabs..their finger is injured..
feel sad for them..
had this strong feeling of consuming alcohol..while i stopped for long time already
but when those days i consume is because i want to forget memories..
memories are hurtful but it can be a kind of happiness..i dun wish to suffer...
1:38 AM
it continues to stain, why?.
