was watching the results of superband..xia ri feng didnt out...was amber..was sad to saw it because is like got money..u got everything..anyways..i have to use my own money..for tomorrow...while..previously..my money was not enough for waht suppose to spend on..all thanks to my leg..lucky now i am not a runner..anymore..if not i will be more sad..no work = no money..didnt listen to doctor advise not to drink cold water...i drank it at around 8pm ...my leg was aching few minutes ago...the vein are like bursting...i apply medicated oil..hardly..cause my mother say u must feel the pain..then u will recover...so i push hardly..was in pain..but waht can i do..wont die so early..i feel the pain when u say those hurtful words too...but u will recover soon..cause i wish to take the pain of yours..but will u let me take the pain?
everyday there someone die..but why the someone was not me?
i learn something that is people will go when their time is up..so i always cherish every happiness of my life..and try to erase those unhappiness..i dun wish to live with regrats..so i always plan things to be done..so i have goals in my life..but this time for love i didnt plan..infact how i wish i could plan so i wont fail...but the feeling just come..there nothing i can do for my mistakes..i always though i was perfect,my plan was brilliant..but you prove me wrong..every since the word ignore written on your face...
what wrong have i done ..for you to cause such things..my mind has many question mark for you to answer...i have a strong feeling of why...but afraid to say it out, cause you ask me DUN THINK TOO MUCH!!
i always try to show care & love to you..just you